Sunday, August 28, 2011

dear diary : .....






.............


sepi

sayu

hiba

kedu

haru

diam

genang

khayal

menyendiri

.......................


rindu

dia




-THE END-




Tuesday, August 23, 2011

dear diary : ...pink lady...






i'm so in a pink mode
shawl :: pink
blouse :: pink
braces :: pink

auwwwww
supersweet
*wink*

:: 2 1/2 days more to go ::
:: c u very soon, sweetheart ::
my asyookk & my adik macho, r u ready??


;)



-THE END-

Saturday, August 20, 2011

dear diary : ...mama pau...







tq mama
borak dgn mama
ati tenang sikit
semangat nk raya sungguh mama ye
gigih cari mangkuk "puding" baru
&
gelas baru

nk sambut menantu ye mama...hahaha
sgt comel la mama ni ;)


cengeng pulak bile dengar
mama & dina dh pi shopping
asyookk dpt shirt senget (susah nk explain..heh!!) nk lwn baju along kununnn...ceh!!
mama dpt miss clark..makin laju mama jln nanti ye
ayah jadi menantu mithali, buat kusyen baru tuk sofa nenek timah
auuwww...love u all so much
;)


tunggu eh kepulangnku nanti ;)
kite sembang panjang2
...pillowtalk session ;)
...rewang buat kuih/kek raya sesame
...sessi menjadi miss bibik meng"makeover" kn rumah
...sessi ngadap cermin posing baju raya..hahaha


aishhhhhhh!!
tkpe2..sikit ari jek lagik


tunggu ye mama
anak daramu ini tetibe muncul jek kt pagar umah nanti ;)



-THE END-


dear diary : ...k-e...





i
love


 


 
so
much



;)


 

*no matter how busy u're, u'll try ur best to spend just a lil time for me*
supersweet of u, my love ;) 



ok
sudah tenang sikit
;)



still
homesick & k-esick


counting days to get back!!!!!!!!


-THE END-



dear diary : ...comfort zone...





 :: in my comfort zone :: keep on listening to "random awesome" & doing my lil thingy~ & wishing for, "awak2 semua" who i love the most are here with me T_T ::



mama asyookkk rania acik nenektimah sweetheart ;) fisya khaalish nanna alaia
kakcha kaksue iris partner fafau dib adik mira nad muhai jamilah adinda keem
redzuanmerah



happy weekend everyone.................................................



-THE END-

Friday, August 19, 2011

dear diary : ...sepi...









i dont know why
today
i feel so


~lonely
~quiet
~empty


hmmm

i hate this kind of feeling
hmmm....
i'm trying hard to keep myself busy



Ya Allah!! give me strength


yuuhuu!! nadya shaharum
be patience
just few more days to go

:: to be surrounded with :: 
my lovely families~~
my wonderful sweetheart~~

................

uishhhhh!!
duhai sepi, sila pergi jauh2
saya tk mau anda ada dlm hati saya
nanti saya rasa kosong
sungguh tidak mau....



-THE END-



Wednesday, August 17, 2011

dear diary : ...first met...





saya baru saja membelek2 our "not so" old time memories
our first time met
@ hosp serdang

...tersengih sorg2 teringat saat2 itu...
...malu...
sungguh malu...huhu


then

...........

..........

..........






i've found this
 


the first gift i gave him
siyus malu gile nk bg time tu...hehehe

...but...

he's the one who made me felt so comfortable
eventhough that was, our first time met
slumber gile die ni...heh!!
borak mcm dh lama kenal...hehehe
aishhhh chomeynye masa tu...hehehe *sori ye terfeeling kejap* hehe
supersweet of you, my love ;)




that's him...first met camtu rupe die...tu pun i bleh fall in love....hehehe
ishh...nengok live kacak tu...hahahaha
*gambar ini adalah sumbangn dr mukabuku dia, hasil tangkapan ayah k-e
*makaceh pakcik azam ;);)
i mmg nk amik gamba die tapi malu gilelakn...gigil2 time tu...hehehe


ini saya masa jumpa die..cun kn?? hahahaha
luckily i have my darl, fisya & her hubby, kamal & henshem boy, khaalish
temankn i pi jenguk si dia di hosp...
sungguh mendalam kenangan ini..huhuhu





kegigihan saya membuat mini cheesecake for him
first trial ni ;)


&
till now
he's still the same person
:: funny ::
:: sengal ::
:: glabah2 skit ::
:: superhero ::
:: caring ::
:: loving ::
:: tukang sakat ::
:: kuat gelak ::
:: mak nenek kedut ::
:: the person i can communicate, tolerate easily ::  
 &
yup, he's the one
that i love the most
forever will~

our first met
will always be
the unforgettable one ;);)


siapa sangka
sekarang
he's my fiancee~~
alhamdulillah
...............................

 

aishhhh
i miss him so much....T_T
and
i will always love u, duhai cinta~~


-THE END-




dear diary : ...how do i look :: hijab style ::




halu halu my gorgeous readers ;)
it's been such a very long time
i haven't update any new style of mine (kununla)

so today
i'm feeling so great
alhamdulillah :: no more demam2
lovely chat session with my sweetheart, last nite *love u, baby*
so bangun pg tadi, semangat waja sungguh...hehehe

&

i've got a super duper "crazy" thing to do
"mengadap dpn cermin"
memusing2kn hijab ni ke sana ke mari..heh!!
letih jek rehat jap...pastu sambung blik..heh!!

&

here's the final one
which i think
hmm
....

not bad at all



am i right?? hehehe


lynkn jekla
bile kesengalan i dh melanda
cam gini la ye ;)



*sori k, kualiti gamba tk seberapa, hp tk canggih...heh!!
gambar atas :: versi feeling comel..heh!!
gambar bwh :: versi feeling ayu..heh!!


;);)

so, my dear readers (kalaula ade...hehe)
let's join the crit session ;)

what say you??
do i look great with the new style?
@ do i need to remain with the previous one?

give ur comment, pleaseeee *wink*

-THE END-


Monday, August 15, 2011

dear diary : ...sob sob...




 
today is not the great day for me

first :: i've got to cancel my plan~buke puase rumah nenek timah on thursday 25th
cos another meeting will be held on that day...heh heh heh..
sukenye saye *mate di atas tangan di bahu*
- tkpela, tu tugas saya kn...perlu bg komitmen ;)


second :: headache
dugaan sungguh...i need to get a rest lil bit
mkn panadol...tmrw, lots more work to do..sob sob
mudah2an diringankn dugaan ini


third :: homesick & "k-e"sick
when the plan have to be changed
everything have to be rescheduled...huhuhu
tkpe tkpe..tk kirela meeting 25th..after meeting trus jadik ratu pecut
cuti sudah apply, kelas sudah ganti...maka tidak salah bukan??


bukan apa, the whole ramadhan i'm not coming back home
punya nk jimat, mama kata, "tkpe along, sabar ye..duduk sana saje, nanti raya
ganti kelas awal2, apply cuti awal"
tup tup..ade pulak nk buat meeting..tkpe2, saba sajela...
depa tkpela, family dkt..sejam 2jam dh sampai kg...saye ni 5jam baru nk sampai
...sob sob...
yg dh ade family tkpela, tkdela terase sgt...saye ni lone ranger...huhuhu
..maaf ye ni sekadar luahan hati..tkdela saye membenci sape2
cume rase kiciwa dikit saje..tapi tuntutan keje saye tetap akn laksanakan
people could say anything..eleh, anak mak la..nk blik jumpe tunang la tu..bla bla bla
padahal, saya ade tanggungjawab sbg anak....sape pulak nk tlg mama kemas rumah nk raya
then sape pulak nk tlg mama buat kuih raya....siapkn baju raye adik lagik
my sweetheart pon, sebulan jugak tidak ketemu
hmmmmm

tkpela

kerna

the best part is
acik has given a greenlight to bring rania together
nk pinjam rania join we all pi shopping raya..yeaahhhh!!
ye ye saye amat merindui si comel kecik yg dh potpetpotpet ni
at least pengubat rindu
so my shoppping date will be with asyookk & adik macho & rania ;)
superlove ;);)
tq so much, acik ;)


it's been such a very long time~~

no matter what
saya tetap bersyukur
sekurang2nya tkdela sampai tk dpt balik bercuti
cuma dilambatkn sedikit
tkpe tkpe, pasti ade hikmahnya..saye redha
mama & nenek timah, harapnya tidak berkecil ati ye
you know how much i miss you ;)


kita hanya mampu merancang, Allah jua yg menentukn
saya harus bersabar ;)
ok saya sudah tenang kembali
*wink*



-THE END-


Sunday, August 14, 2011

dear diary :...counting days...





monday
studio :: crit crit crit...almost forget, meeting in the morning...
sungguh monday blues..fuh!!

tuesday
meeting :: what?? again!! fuhh!!
then history's class...yeahh!!

wednesday
holiday :: nuzul Al-Quran...in my comfort zone~~

thursday
studio :: crit crit crit
then history's class
the best part ~ a date with adinda...yeah!!

friday
reading...reading...reading ;)
memanjakan my baby JLH ;)

saturday & sunday
being miss bibik

monday
studio :: crit crit crit

tuesday
a date with my fatherly dentist ;)

wednesday
*wink*wink* lucky number 28

thursday
holiday~~
me :: adik macho :: my baby JLH are ready for a ride
get back home..yippieee!!

friday
shoppingdate with :: asyookk & adik macho
buke puase date with sweetheart & kwn2 korea k-e

saturday
choc chip cookies in the making ;)

sunday
makeover rumah mama ;)
blueberry cheesecake & choc cake in the making ;)

monday
rewang2 @ rumah nenek timah ;)


tuesday + wednesday + thursday + friday + saturday
eid mubarak..yippiiieeeeee ;)
family day

sunday
raya @ rumah k-e jumpa ummi & ayah ;)

back to desa permai...sob sob

.......................
.......................

nampak sungguh i tk saba nk cuti kn
ok saba cik nadya saba...
the day will come
soon...very soon



-THE END-


Friday, August 12, 2011

dear diary :...lebih memahami...





lately i felt so weird
sometimes i think
i'm acting like a child
selfish

after i've got a different perception from
these two wonderful people
now i know
i'm getting used to it
benar2 memahami

eventhough my situation is different
everything that's happened to me
is the FISRTtime
so, when the FIRSTtime words come in my life
i'm expecting something to be
"special"
"full of surprises"
"unique"

which in reality
it wont happen in the same time
sgt2 jarang
that's life
i cant argue for more

so
after i've been thinking bout it
rationally
i've decided to understand more
be more realistic
go go go away the "dunia khayalan"
kerna ia boleh mengecewakn

...................
NOW
i'm more than grateful...
after almost 28years i've been waiting
he is here
right by my side
giving his LOVE
for every single day


tq sweetheart

i love u more
and i meant it



-THE END-



Thursday, August 11, 2011

dear diary :..my darl...



 


you're the best i've ever had
i love u, darl
eventhough, u're khaalish henshem's mum
u still have time for me
be my great listener
ok ok..not exactly a "listener"
how bout a great "surat cinta" reader?? "rare" skit bunyik kn..hehehe
(remember our love letters moment when i'm in UK 3years ago)
supersweet
u're my life partner..
when i'm lonely
when i'm cengeng sorg2
u always give a big hug (pokpok) walaupun jauh



u know how to make me feel better
tq darl
i love u
so muchhhhhhhh
you will always be my darl..forever
k-e pon tk boleh nk marah..sori sweetheart..hehe


..............................

hey hey YOU...the negative thinking
please go go away..shuuhhshhuuhh (mcm tu ke bunyik nk halau?? heh!!)

ok sudah tenang
smiling again
*wink*


-THE END-


dear diary : ...a shoulder to cry on...





tq mama
u'll always be the best partner for me
U always be right by my side
U give a shoulder to cry on
U comfort me



yup, i know
i'm the eldest in my family
yup, i'm independent, tough (bkn macho ye tapi berjiwa kebal), serious, responsible
and semua ciri2 anak sulongla kn 

but

there's certain things that
i cant avoid to be such a mama's girl
the truth is, ya, saya mmg anak yg manja
eventhough ayah mama have taught me to be a survivor
i can't deny the other side of me
which need an "intention"...more to encouragement, support, motivation

so
mama will be the chosen one
if i need "that" the most
once i've got it, peaceful in my mind, alhamdulillah
i've got a chance to think wisely
without relates it too much with emotion
alhamdulillah


tq mama
i love you
forever will be
;)


-THE END-



Wednesday, August 10, 2011

dear diary : ...full of loves...





" Real men never stop trying to show a girl
how much she means to him
Even after he's got her "


yes...it's true!!
my sweetlove
you're so amazing
you always know how to make me feel better & better


 
he's not the romantic type
he's just being himself
so honest
everything he do, i know it comes from his heart
that's make him :: super romantic ::



i've got to be strong
i'm trying :: ok ok :: this time, try harder!!
 yes, i will~~
:: i love u so much, sweetheart ::



:: THE END ::


Sunday, August 7, 2011

dear diary : ...saranghae...



still in my comfort zone
(might be for the next weekends as well till the eid mubarak sem break)

oh my dear families
i miss you
living far away from you
menguji kesabaranku
its ok, i can handle those sadness
no more meraung sorg2
cos i know
my families are closed to me
deep inside my heart


............................
...........................

staying alone
as always
i'm doing my miss bibik routine
kemas rumah :: laundry service :: being eric leong "deco" :: being top chef
yess!! it had been completed
alhamdulillah


cooking for buka puasa
pon sudah
fuhh!! lega, malas nk kuar pi bazaar


now what??
hmm

...
...
...
...



merindui si kacak ini


yg bila dia gelak mcm ni
bunyinye sgt jahat

yg bila dia gelak mcm ni
mata dia sepet mcm saya

yg bila dia gelak mcm ni
saya rasa tenang sgt

yg bila dia gelak mcm ni
saya rasa geram sgt

yg bila dia gelak mcm ni
dia tengah sakat saya

yg bila dia gelak mcm ni
tandanya dia adalah "champion of the day"

yg bila dia gelak mcm ni
saya dpt rasa kebahgiaan yg dia rasa


oh sweetheart!! i miss you~~
it might takes for another 3weeks,
kita tidak bersua nanti
tkpe tkpe

awak jua sama seperti family saya
sentiasa dkt di hati

take care, sayang
saranghae~~


-THE END-



Saturday, August 6, 2011

dear diary :...waiting for my dear january...



 


staying alone
in my comfort zone...whatelse can i think about
hmmmm
haruslah menceriakn hari2ku di desa permai ini

&

this is what i love to do the most
 

:: kegigihan yg melampau ::



it's all bout deco
&
i love it so much


all for my dear january
hehe
ok ok, i know...it takes another 5months more to go
but
what can i do
saya mmg gadis yg gigih bersemangat waja
btw, i thought january will be, right after august
hahahaha (itu sungguh melampau)


i did all this
so that
i will fall in love
again & again & again
&
i can put aside, what had just happened last nite

................................
................................

psstttttt ~~ berkat kegigihan saya, all the boxes have been transformed
completely...hehe
shhhh!! surpriseee
wait till my dear january is here ok
*wink* 


 
sweetheart ~ i cant stop from saying this
i love u so much ;)

happy la tu ade Bu Bu...oh dear, awak sungguh comel
upload Bu Bu's photo, pleaseeeeee!! hehe 



-THE END-


dear diary :...Melayu mudah lupa...

hari ini
kesabaran saya benar-benar diuji
kecewa dgn anak bangsa
kecewa kerna peluang telah diberi
ilmu sepenuhnya telah dicurahkan
agar jadi insan yang SEDAR
SEDAR tentang masa depan
SEDAR akan tanggungjawab yg perlu dipikul
SEDAR untuk memupuk diri bekerja keras


namun ini yang dibalas

......................

SEDIH HIBA
kerna aku sebagai pendidik
sepenuh kudratku kucurahkan pd mereka
terpekik sana sini setiap isnin & khamis
semata2 utk mengingatkn masing2
tentang tugasan yg kian berat utk dipikul
kumerintih memohon agar masing2
lebih peka
lebih bersemangat
lebih bersedia
lebih maju selangkah ke depan

namun penyudahnya
masing2 memilih tuk berada di takok yg lama

SEPI seketika
mengenangkan nasib anak bangsa

Ya Allah!! bukakan ruang di hati mereka ini
agar mahu berubah
bukan utk diriku
tetapi utk kebaikan mereka jua
agar mampu memberi ukiran senyuman pd raut wajah ibu bapa mereka
agar mereka mampu mempertahankn anak bangsa kelak
...amiinnnnnnn...


terkenang lagu "anak kecil main api"
kalau begini "attitude" nya, bait2 lagu itu tk mustahil akn berlaku
(ia telah pun berlaku sebenarnya)
malangnya anak belia terus leka & leka
hmm



-THE END-


Thursday, August 4, 2011

dear diary :...dessert oh!! dessert...




sample raya cookies are everywhere
fuh!! terasa tangan ni dh gigil2
i wanna bake something
nk nk nk!!

hmmm...
so i've decided to bake


choc cake

and


blueberry cheesecake

and


choc chip cookies


for the upcoming eid mubarak


anybody want these??
put your hands up, pleasseeeeeeeeeeeee

hehehe
jemputla dtg rumah ;);)


-THE END-

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