Wednesday, November 21, 2012

dear diary :: introducing Awa Mysha ;)





29 august 2012
alhamdulillah
i'm officially a mama long now

angah (adik suami saya)
selamat melahirkan
a cute baby girl

Awa Mysha Azalan



gerammm!!! dgn bdk montel ni
baik sgt anak buah saye ni
tk banyak ragam
mmg cinta hati semua org ;)



*excited nk beli headband n tutu for u sweetgirl ;)*


mama long n ayahlong love u so much

;)



dear diary :: maternity stories 4






i'm officially in third trimester now
alhamdulillah, tq Allah swt

baby pon dh makin aktif
everyday menendang2, kadang2 rasa mcm baby stretching kt dlm perut mama
alolololo

paling touching
bila i rindukn suamiku
nangis sedu2
baby tendang2
mcm pujuk mama
huhuhu
terharu sgt

touching no 2
bila hubby call
hubby minta i letakkn phone dkt dgn baby
then, he will talk to our baby
i pun pasangla loud speaker
nk dengar jugakkn ape yg digosipkn
hehehehe
oh!! mmg touching gile


*mcm tula life saye yg berjauhan mcm ni*


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duduk berjauhan ni
mmg bnyak sgt kene berkorban
tambahan pula cuti tk sama
walaupun keje sama2 kt uitm
sorg ajar diploma
sorg ajar degree
huhuhu

pejam celik pejam celik
baby dh 30weeks 3days dh
lagi 2 bulan jek tinggal
tuk buat preparation

so saye terpaksa jugala buat preparation sendiri
alhamdulillah
semuanya hampir selesai
tinggal beberapa brg2 saja lagi

kami pun berbelanja secara berhemah
tkmo terover spend pulak
especially pd bende2 yg not necessary kn
so checklist mmg wajib ade

nama baby pon dh kene start cari dh
pastu kene rujuk dgn ustaz
supaya nama tu baik tuk baby
tk terlampau berat
alhamdulillah saye dgn hubby
mmg sepakat
tkmo nama yg moden sgt
mcm level omputeh
berbelit2 lidah nk sebut

biarlah lebih dkt dgn islam
dan yg penting maknanya
hanya yg terbaik for our baby
;)


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smlm teremo skit

mmg sayu sgt
rindu kot kt suamiku yg seorg itu
lagi2 bile tau die sedih cos rugby team dia kalah masa semi final
*its ok sayang...u've done ur best to guide them*
insyaAllah ade rezeki lagi next time
kite train diorg sama2 dgn baby nanti
lagi diktator
ehehehe

bila kita tahu suami kita sedih
mmg rasa tk senang duduk jek
rasa mcm nk berada di sisi dia


tapi apakn daya
dgn baby yg kian membesar di dlm perut ni
kena juga fikirkn kesihatan baby
kalau selalu travel jauh2 pun tk elok juga
so terpaksala akur

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tkpe 1 dec kite jumpa k

;)



* hanya gambar sebagai pengubat rindu*
sobbsssssssss



-THE END-






dear diary :: ratu poplook







ye kami mmg ratu poplook
regular customer yg akn sentiasa menanti design terbaru

wink wink


tq poplook
for making me look cun melecun
walaupun dh memboyot jln mcm penguin & pipi mcm angrybird (bak kata my hubby..heh!!)


i'm so in love with all dresses from poplook
mmg masa i pregnant ni, tkde satu pun baju mengandung yg i beli
sume i dok gedik borong kt poplook
cos dress dr poplook sungguh sesuai dipakai
tk kisahla ibu mengandung ke, gadis2 anggun ke
mak jemah ke..sume sesuai

as long as u know how to dress it appropriately
jgn over dress

just be urself ;)


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-THE END-

dear diary :: my orked ;)








                               


congratz to my dear orked for her wonderful wedding

alhamdulillah, dipertemukn jodoh dlm masa yg amat singkat
siapa menyangka kuasa Allah swt


moga kekal bahgia bersama suami terchenta
& cepat2 dpt baby..mane tau bleh berbesan...hehehe

love u, ;)


teman2 lama yg mmg lama tk jumpa ;)



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next

giliran siapa pula k



this coming april 2013

;)


-THE END-

dear diary :: with love




my hubby mmg macho
why i'm saying that cos

he's a sport guy
(mmg sume sport guys macho ok...auuwwww)

he's so in love with sport
(dh keje pon lecturer sport science...study sampai masters pon psl sport..harusla kn)

kalau bola dgn chelsea nya
rugby lagi
badminton lagi

pehhh!! machola..hahaha
(i jek lembik & so not into sport...tk suke peluh2..heh!!)
* so here's one of the contradiction between me n my hubby*
tapi i suke
i love to learn what he likes the most
tk reti pon
belajar jugak kasi reti
tu yg lyn jugakla die nengok bola & rugby (dlm tv....hehe)


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so disebabkn cinta suamiku yg mendalam pd sukan
dia dilantik jadi rugby coach for uitm pahang team
macho macho!! hehehe

last few days
ada sukan KARISMA (sukan antara cawangan2 uitm)

so

i gigihkn diri
menghadiahkn
choc moist cake
for him
kasi pemangkin semangat...cewwaahhh!!!
lagi2 la i buat dgn air tangan sendiri
ecehhh!!!



                           



;) love you


Tuesday, October 16, 2012

dear diary :: stressful n i'm so emotional





stressful
it's about about works
this sem
fuhhhhhhhh!!
besar sungguh dugaan
dgn students yg muda n ada perangai tersendiri
now i can feel the impact of the Y generation (yg digembar gemburkn)
degilnye nauzubillah

tapi tkpela
u've done it in your ways
i'm handling it in my ways
ok put aside cos
alhamdulillah
tamat juga sem ni
*dlm proses nk evaluate they works*
walau sedegil mana pun,
my task, need to be fair to each and every one of u
kalau nk dibandingkn dgn apa yg saye perlu lalui
mmg tk terkata, hiba & frustrated sgt2

tapi
tkpela
sekurang2nya
akhir kelas yg lalu
ada juga yg memohon maaf personally
saya hanya hamba Allah swt
tidak berhak utk membenci sesama umat Islam
saya maafkan dan halalkan segala ilmu yg telah saya curahkan

moga anda berubah menjadi lebih matang
dan menjadi insan yang lebih baik dr segala segi
ameennnnnn


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stress terbaru yg kuhadapi
psl keje lagi
ok yg ni, i admit it's my mistake
eventhough org lain ckp, silap kecik jek tu nady
tapi i can see the impact of it
kalo kite amik ringan
cuma i'm worried too much
keep on thinking of it
what the impact of it for my career...
cuakkkkkk sakan

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ye emosi mmg agak terganggu
tapi saye pun tktau cos ia berlaku tanpa sedar
ade sekali tu,
main gurau2 dgn hubby jek
masa nk mkn cookies famous amos
hubby main acah2 tk kasi
saye dh boleh meleleh2 air mata
mcm sedih gile
hubby pun terkedu
cos selama ni die buat mcm tu saye ok jek
*mmg sensitif gile...heh!!*


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berbalik pd permasalahan kerja saye tadi

hmmm......tkpela, bak kate my hubby
redha saje
dugaan Allah swt pd kite
nk nengok kite mampu harungi tk
tambahan pula
saye yg berbdn 2 ini
emosi mmg cepat sgt terganggu
so kene belajar mengawal
alhamdulillah
hubby saye berjaya menenangkn hatiku yg tk keruan ini


tq sayang
;)


you always know how to make me feel better
syukur ;)


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aim for this week

menyiapkan semua kerja2
mahu berada di sisi suamiku
lama2

;)

love u, cinta hati

baby, mama love u too

;)


-THE END-


Thursday, October 11, 2012

dear diary :: maternity stories 3





halu halu
alhamdulillah
i'm having a great day, today

today's my baby ~ 24weeks 4days
alhamdulillah syukur

MARI SHARE STORY
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when u're pregnant
one thing for sure, u'll keep on wondering
how could i know that my baby is totally fine?
tkkn nk pi scan everyweek pulak kan
medical check up pun sebulan sekali jek

awal2 pregnant mmg blur gile
& always pray, may Allah protect my baby
 & keep him/her stay healthy

week by week
baby keep on growing
starting from just a lil tiny form
ada yg gambarkn sebesar kacang @ buah papaya @ even mango
now, alhamdulillah dh almost 12 inches length ;)

hari tu scan
i can see
tapak kaki baby
very clear...jari dh nampak
dh mula membentuk
kepala dia, tangan dia mcm ultraman malu tutup muka
alolololo


one more thing is
i can feel baby's moving

from week 19-21
ada rasa geli2 mcm ade jeli berenang2 dlm perut

week 23
dh mula rasa mcm baby menendang
tapi i was confused
cos tk kuat sgt..so i diamkn

week 24
yes!!! confirm
he's kicking
mcm main bola @ rugbi
dlm perut mama
ada masa tu, non-stop
berdentum2 baby menendang
ada sekali tu ayah dia balik
kemain excited dia nk tunjuk skill tendangan dia

the precious moment ever
when you can feel the "dentuman" hasil tendangan baby tu
when i put my hand on my belly
rasa bersyukur sgt2
tk dpt nk gambarkn
perasaan happy tu
especially bila saya sorg2
mmg kene kuatkn semangat
so, bila balik dr ofis, duk senyap depan tv
tetiba baby menendang
oh, rasa tenang & happy sgt ;)
alhamdulillah, at least i know that my baby's fine
baby seems so happy moving around in my pewut

baby,
mama's waiting, sayang
what you will do next
;)

keep on kicking pewut mama ok
cos mama suka sgt ;)

keep on counting days
till we meet ayahtiutmiut soon
2weeks more to go
gigih siapkn kerja!!!
fighting!!!!!!!

we miss you so much
ayahtiutmiut


-THE END-




Monday, October 1, 2012

dear diary :: maternity stories 2





being pregnant
mmg idaman setiap wanita
mmg bila dh kawin,
the next stage is - bila pula nk dpt anak

the moment of it
totally priceless
ingatkan biasa2 saja
wooohhhh!! such a big NO ok
sgt2 banyak perubahan
selain drpd perut makin memboyot



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ayuh saya share apa yang saya lalui
dlm 23weeks 2days saya mengandung ini


1 - selalu lapar - saya ni bkn jenis pemakan sgt sebelum ni...kalo breakfast dgn lunch selalu mmg jadi brunch la...so kalo selalu kite mkn 3 kali sehari, saye selalu mkn 2kali sehari saje (tk termasukla sampingan2 mcm aiskerim ke choc ke...heh!!) tapi bile pregnant, almost 6meals a day...3 main meals + 3 lagi sampingan seperti cookies, fruits, breads...


 
2 - mengetepikan sikap cerewet - yg ni bab2 mknla kn..saye mmg jenis memilih mkn..ulam ke, kerang ke, banana ke, sambal belacan ke, eyywwwww mmg tk mkn langsung...tapi since kawin ni my hubby yg mmg jenis sume pon bedal telah mengubah saye jadi mcm die (almost berjayala sayang..almost..still not yet....heh!!)...tapi bile kite pregnant, dh tk boleh nk memilih lagi...mcm2 kene mkn utk kebaikan saye & baby..

contohnya mcm kerang, lala, kupang - kene mkn utk bg zat besi pd bdn & naikkn hemoglobin kite...so disebabkan saye ni memilih, saye mkn lala..kerang still tkleh nk mkn cos rase mcm mkn tanah..errkkk (kire okla kan...hehehe)...

ulam2an dh jadi one of my fav now..wajib mkn kacang botol & ulam raja...hubby la yg ngajar ni...tq sayang, sungguh shedappp!!!...

susu pulak..errkkkkkk..mmg saye tk minum langsung dulu2...sekarang tk boleh cos saye share calcium dgn baby..so saye kenala minum susu ibu..pilihan saye adalah ANMUM MATERNA....hmmm...choc flava...hahahaha...itu wajibla ok ditambah dgn 2 sudu madu

kismis & kurma - hubby selalu warning mkn mkn mkn...good for our baby
mule2 mmg liat gile..cos dlm mindset saye, kurma hanya dimkn bile buke puasa...hehehe
punyela liat saye nk mkn, hubby sampai letak satu kotak kecil kismis dlm handbag...heh!!
ari tu masa servis kete tetibe rase lapar gile, dh tktau nk kunyah ape2..godek2 dlm handbag ade kismis, so mknla jugak...hey hey hey..not bad k...sedap gile la jugak...ni sambil menaip ni sambil kunyah ni..siyus tk tipu

buah-buahan, mmgla saye mkn cume before this tk kerap..hehe..sekarng ni suke gile kt papaya...oh!! wajib mkn every day...banana until now masih tkleh nk telan, walaupon hubby dh 2-3 kali juga mencube...heh!! tapi cekodok pisang tetap fav saye...hehehe

minuman kegemaran - vitagen purple, orange juice, mineral water (healthy gile kn)..yg ni mmg dr dulu lagi mcm tu...nasib baik saye bkn jenis yg gile kn coffee...bile kite mengandung kite elakkan cos ade caffeine...tea pon ade org ckp tk elok juga takut baby kene demam kuning nanti...saye minum juga tapi jarang2 la..

3 - emosional terlebih..heh!! - ada masa la...tkdela all the time...especially masa saye kene morning sickness (masa 3bulan awal mengandung dulu)..wooohhooo...time tu jgnla main2...sensitif ya amat!! hubby terckp tinggi suara skit jek dh cengeng (bkn hubby saye tinggi suara cos marah kt saye pon) tetibe jek air mata meleleh2...hubby pon terkedu...nasib baik die pujuk...kalo tk, tktaula ape jadi..hahahaha (time ni la pun nk gedik camtu)...

student pulak, sem ni jugakla dpt batch sgt2 mencabar kesabaranku, ade jek nk menyakitkn ati...woohhoooo!! mmg kecewa gile (tapi tkpela, saye ni pemaaf orgnye, cume janjila ye jgn diulang kesilapan yg sama masa2 akn dtg)...

pastu kalo kite tetibe rindu kt hubby kan, peh die punye shedey tu...mmg tahap nangis sedu2 la...especially masa morning sickness dulu tapi kene harung sorg2...bila hubby dtg weekend, tkde pulak jadi muntah2...hehehe

tapi kini alhamdulillah, tkde lagi...saye makin tenang & ceria..syukur sgt2...fasa morning sickness sudah berlalu...excited menanti the next stage of pregnancy...hopefully makin happy & happy & happy ;)

4 - jadi lebih penyabar & tenang - kalo dulu seminggu dua tk jumpa hubby dh mule gelisahla, rindula, sedihla...sekarang dh mule boleh sabar & tabah...rindu itu sentiasa ada (aiisshhhhh!! wajib kot) tapi dh tk cengeng2 sgt...hubby pon tk suke cos nanti kesian kt baby...so mama kena ceria2 selalu & tenang saje...mcm ni dh 3weeks tk jumpa hubby..peehhh!!! rindu tk terhingga tapi tetap cool & excited nk tunggu hubby pulang walau lama mana sekali pun..tuntutan kerja mmg bnyak sgt cabarannya..jadual berbeza2 walaupun satu universiti...hmm...tkpe, saye pasti ni bkn utk selama2nya...moga Allah swt buka ruang tuk kasi sekeluarga bersatu tk lama lagi...ammeennnnnn...

5 - lebih mendekatkan diri dgn Allah swt - terus terang saye katakn, saye bknla arif dlm bab2 agama...hanya tahu yg asas - solat 5waktu, berpuasa, berbuat baik & etc..very basic...tapi bila dh mula nk jadi ibu ini, dgn sendirinya kite rasa perlu lengkapkn diri dgn ilmu agama...alhamdulillah, saya mula baca Al-Quran setiap hari, tk perlu panjang2 pun, sekadar 4 mukasurat sehari pun, ketenangan yg saye miliki, subhanallah..tk terkata...tenang sgt2...bkn nk bangga diri, cume nk share...saye perasan hubby juga begitu...dlm kereta sentiasa pasang surah2 Al-Quran selain dr dengar lagu2 kt radio...alhamdulilllah syukur...mudah2an Allah berkati usaha kami yg ingin menuju ke arah-Nya ;) moga baby juga dpt manfaat bersama

6 - pewut memboyot - ini yg paling dinanti2kan...super excited cos slame ni nengok diri sekeping jek kn..this time ade baby bumps...tapi biasela bile jumpa org, diorg selalu kate keciknye perut...heh!! tk kisahla nk ckp ape pun, nk buat mcmane mama saye kata mama dulu pun mcm tu...first baby mmg tk perasan sgt...tapi tk kire jugak, saye yg nk nampak perubahan pd diri saye..so saye declare pewut saye memboyot jugak..cos baju kurung dh tk muat nk pakai pi keje...ok bajunye mmgla muat lagi tapi kainnye...hehehe...sendat gile dh...so ape lagi...poplook adelah pujaan hatiku utk ku bershopping baju2 yg bersesuaian...pilihan kali ni adelah kaftan a.k.a jubah..ibu mengandung harus vouge juga ok..jgn disebabkn mengandung, kite mcm tkde mood nk pakai elok2 cantik2...saye mau aura happy mengandung saye dikongsi bersama org yg melihat saye...so, it would be a big NO for baju mengandung yg ade renda2 ade ikat reben halus kt belakang,oh tidakkkkkkk!!!! dh sarat sgt2 nanti kot baru pakai..tu pun sgt2 la choosy...tkpe, mama pau dh belikn saye 3 helai baju mengandung yg agak cantik tapi saye akn pakai bile dh sarat sgt2 nanti k mama ;) promise!!!!!

7 - mengidam - cuma yg ni saye agak pelik..cos saye tkde pulak mengidam ape2 yg melampau..cos ade tu saye baca cerite yg ngidam nk bau sabun la, nk mkn buah pelik2 la...mcm2 la...mcm saye, saye ade la ari tu teringin nk mkn nasi ambeng...alhamdulillah, tq hubby cos sudi melayan saye pi beli nasi ambeng kt ceruk mana ntah..sampai sesat2...tapi tkdela sampai nk pi johor..kt area kl la....hehee...then ari tu, saye ckp kt mama nk mkn nasi lemak dgn sayur kangkung, mama terus masak..mama kate tula yg dikatakn mengidam..kalo dh sebut mama mesti tunaikn..katenye tk sampai ati...alhamdulillah syukur juga cos saye tkde pulak ngidam yg keterlaluan yg kalo tk dpt muncung sedepa ke kn..hehehe...aisshhhhh!! nape tk pulak ek...kalo time2 ni ngidam nk baju poplook 5helai, handbag coach 4 ke..best jugak...hahahaha pengsannnnn!!

8 - kerap ke toilet - hehehe....ni mmg agak dahsyat jugakla..cos kalo selalu saye jenis jarang jugak nk pi toilet..sekarang ni every hours akn berkunjung ke toilet membuang air kecil...hehehe...tkpela elokla jugak kn..hehe...kalo dulu travel balik bkt mahkota ke melaka ke, tkde pon nk singgah toilet...kali ni pasti ade dialog "sayang, nanti ade tempat rehat singgah k, nk pi toilet"..kesian kt hubby saye yg kt hi-way dh bertungkus lumus memotong kete itu ini tetibe terpaksa juga akur dgn isteri & baby..hahaha

9 - medical check up - once a month...bagus kerajaan sekarang dh wujudkn klinik ibu & bayi...so ade peluang nk buat check up free..cuma saye ni bile pi klinik kerajaan siyus mcm stress gile kalo ade bad feed back dr jururawat masyarakat kt situ (jawatan die tau...jgn main2)...kite tkde darah tinggi tapi disebabkn keturunan kite ade, diorg dh suruh kite check BP every 2 days la..berat bdn naik diorg nk warning...padahal saye ni mase morning sickness berat bdn tk naik2, ni dh ade selera mkn of cos la naik...aisshhhh!! kadang2 geram pon ade...nasib baik bile doktor check doktor kata ok..semuanya normal...alhamdulillah...bkn ape, yela mmgla bagus bertindak awal, tapi bile buat mcm tu, bleh buat org stress jugak k...drpd die rase die sihat, dh die mula pikir bkn2...risau baby ok ke tk..tk elok jugak mcm tu..nasib baik saye ade buat medical check up dgn private hosp juga...plan awal nk deliver baby kt situ...alhamdulillah, doktor sgt2 positif...nasihat die cuma satu "just enjoy your pregnancy moment"..jgn stress, jgn pikir bukan2...the best part, hubby ikut sekali...so hubby juga dpt rasa perasaan saye bile kite scan our baby...oh sungguh touching bile nengok kepala die, jantung die berdenyut2...tangan die yg masih halus lagi...oh besarnye kuasaMu Ya Allah!!

10 - new checklist - kalo dulu saye sibuk dgn wedding checklist..this time, checklist keperluan baby pula...perlu merancang kewangan sebaik2nya...beli brg baby sikit..nk pakai pun for long term kan...kalau boleh sampai anak ke2-3...so brg yg berkualiti kene keluar duit lebih sikit...tapi tkpe, saye dgn hubby jenis pikir yg praktikal & affordable..walaupun saye sgt2 mementingkan design aspect juga...tapi kene cari yg tk melampau sgt mahalnya..so alhamdulillah, saye & hubby tkde masalah bile berbincang soal baby...saye keluarkn pendapat, die boleh terima sebaiknya begitu juga saye....syukur sgt2..


sabtu ni insyaAllah, akn buat medical check up lagi dgn Dr Maizun
mudah2an baby sihat & sempurna..ammeennnn

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that's the story for today
nanti saye share lagi k


-THE END-




dear diary :: BBF are here!!





yup, my wonderful BFF are back in town..for good ;)
it's been 4months, actually..heh!!
alhamdulillah, tkdela i bosan lagi cos tkde geng nk share mcm2.
they're here atas tuntutan kerja setelah 2years bercuti belajar.
so jadila kami 3 sekawan yg berjauhan dgn hubby masing2
sobbsss

take a look at their life
especially both of them has a child now
sungguh suffering

turun naik kl almost every weekend
semata2 nk bg ruang for their kid to meet their father
kalo tk pon, en hubby la yg turun perak
but at least they are lucky cos hubby di kl saja
so masih mampu nk berulang alik - 2-3hours driving


paling kesian bila anak sakit...
masing2 kenala amik EL
my darl, fisya...pg2 subuh (monday) drive bertolak ke perak
(cos we have a studio session every monday 9am..mmg tkleh excuse)
u bayangkanlah energy level die mcmane
dgn khaalish dh besar, dh panjang akal skit
kadang2 nk duduk dkt driver seat while his mom is driving
fuuhhhh...mmg besar cabaran

in here, nk urus rumah lagi, urus anak lagi, kerja lagi, study lagi
gulllpppppppppppppppp
sungguh cuak nengok their life
everything by themselves

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bila nengok kwn2 dgn life yg mcm tu
sampai bilakah ini akn berterusan???

me as a "mama  to be"..soon
mustahil la tk terfikir langsung
what will happen with my life
could i survive???

hubby yg sememangnya jauh dr org lain
mustahil juga nk hubby balik ever weekend
jengka - seri iskandar...hhmmmm
banyak sungguh cabaran nk kena harungi
banyak juga perancangan yg perlu difikirkan
for our future

me :: hubby :: baby

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perlu berfikir panjang



-THE END-


Wednesday, September 5, 2012

dear diary :: it's been 4months!!!!!




halu my dear blog!!
it's been 4months i haven't written anything in here
i dont even drop by to say helo @ jenguk2 pun...heh!!


why eh??


ok ok

let me share something with you

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now, i'm a mama to be ;)
alhamdulillah
syukur syukur
after 8months married
& my lil one is 19weeks now ;)
a babybump can be seen ok (walaupun ramai juga yg kate, keciknye perut)
tkpe, yg penting bile check dgn doktor, baby sihat
alhamdulillah


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why eh i dh lama tk tulis ape2 kt sini?
i think it might be a morning sickness sympthom (pepandai jek)
hehehe

cos before this, facebook & blog are the most important thing that
i will look for every single day
since i've been pregnant
mmg malas gile nk buka
especially during my 3rd month of pregnancy (morning sickness everyday)
time tu mmg tkde mood langsung nk buka laptop ke, ape2 ke
mmg letih jek

but then,
i'm so grateful cos
i've got to go through all the "morning sickness" moment for just a month
now, alhamdulillah, i'm feeling great
cant wait to observe my lil one's progress
take a look at my belly's getting bigger & bigger
nafsu mkn yg makin membuak2..heh!!
cant wait nk nengok pipi montel mcm angrybird (hubby just wait for it ok...hahaha)
&
of cos, my baby preparation
oh excited!!!
with the checklist
&
the countdown ;)

......................................

being a pregnant lady
is every women's dream

it've been quite tough
cos i've got to go through alone
but i know my hubby always be there for me
supporting me & loving me so much

we've trying our best
to spend as much time as we could
to experience for being a parent ;)

.............................

doakan saya & baby sihat & baik2 selalu ok

*nk upload gambar me & my babybumps
tapi tkde...hehehe*

tunggu dh besar skit k
;)


-THE END-

Thursday, May 24, 2012

dear diary :: poplook @@






ok, i'm so addicted with online shopping
but

only

with the one & only POPLOOK

awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

the trendy design & great look for muslimah fashion really inspiring ;)
me & my sis la ni
i'm the one yg jadi fashion consultant die..heh!!
juga merangkap tukang belikn tuk die cos die tkde online banking
(bz sgt minah ni...ipad tu meh kasi sini la..pfffttttt)

here's some of the design that i adore so much
dying to have each one of it
(mmg tk mampula nk shopping sume..
kawal nafsu tu skit pleaseeee)


 
nk sgt..tapi tk mampu nk beli cos harga 70+...heh!!
saye hanya akn shopping yg below 70 sahaje..sobs
so sekadar cuci mate sajela
 tapi kalo ditakdirkn saye pregnant
i will grab each of it
(cos tkdela rase serba salah sgt kalo nk beli pon...hehehe)
yela bleh what pakai mase preggy nanti
hot mama in the making ;)
insyaAllah
 ammiinnnnnnnnnnnnn



so i've just bought some of it la
yg affordable yet stylish ;)


cun gile kn??


.......................................


yg sedihnye
i'm not the lucky one
for today



really want this blouse so badly
baru jek nk bayar online
tetibe dh sold out
arrgghhhhhh!!
geram gile
huhuhuhu
tkde rezeki

i love zara & MNG
but too expensive maaaa
so POPLOOK have some similarities with those brands
& the prices super duper lower
so ape lagi
rajin2 la jenguk POPLOOK k



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Wednesday, May 23, 2012

dear diary :: jealousy





getting married
u'll find out that u're exploring the true journey of life
super wonderful &
always will be the unexpected one


lots of challange we need to go through
in so many ways
we might be ready for it
sometimes, we dont even expect it to happen
what i could say is

always be prepared!!



no matter what
in every marriage
the key of being happy all the time is
when u keep on trusting each other....always!!!!
yes, it's true
not that easy ok
sometimes, it might be a lil kind of feeling
the in secure one
tk banyak pon at least 5%
pasti ade

especially when u're in the long distance relationship
when u got that feeling,
definitely jealousy will come in a sudden

but but but

dont let it control the whole emotion
cos it might "kill" you back
so what u should do

nothing more than

ALWAYS show how much u love & care for your hubby, very much...every single day
without fail!!!!

ALWAYS pray for your happiness (in marriage)
mohon Allah panjangkan jodoh, lindungi rumahtangga & pupuk kasih sayang ;)
cos nowadays, lots of people yg kite tk tau niat masing2
so drpd kite berprasangka buruk tk pasal2, better die mohon rumahtangga kite dilindungi Allah swt selalu dan dihindari dr hasad dengki org ;)

ALWAYS make your hubby happy when he's with you
jgn buat masalah
buat die sakit hati
stress..no no no
dhla susah nk jumpe, so buat ape nk buat diri serabut2 kn?
happy saje sudah ;)


so
it seems so simple & easy to handle, right?
tepuk hati, tanyala diri


saya jeles bile ade yg saye rase ade gadis yg ala2 gedik2
cube kacau my hubby
yela i knowla diorg mcm gurau2
tapi hey!! mestila kite jeles ok
tapi tkpe, as long as my hubby tk pernah sorok ape2
& always share with me
so, i'm ok with it

tapi gadis2 di luar sane,
jgn berani2 k
once u're trying to do so
siapla i menyinga nanti
whatchaaaa!!
heh ;)
saye mmg ratu wrestling..nyeh3



-THE END-

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