Thursday, March 11, 2010

dear diary : .......blank...........

i'm ok...no no no..i'm not ok....eh no la...i'm totally fine....wey!! dont lie ok!! u're not ok nadya...u're not!!!!!!!!!! gosh!!! i'm ok la...trust me!!! come on...u're dying inside la babe...u keep on smiling but...hey!! i'm fine fine fine!!! shut up...u're just pretending that u're ok...arghhh!!! please, believe me, i'm fine..can't u see that?? hahahahaa...dont you ever think that i'm so stupid to know that u're not ok!!!!!....stop saying that!! i'm ok...i can keep on laughing like i always be....U'RE NOT OK...that's the fact, u can't lie....
ok ok ok...stop!!!! i dont know how to tell what am i feeling right now...when i'm working, i'm totally fine...when i'm home...here it comes......STATIC...SILENCE...KEEP ON THINKING AND THINKING AND THINKING AND THINKING AND THINKING AND THINKING AND THINKING AND THINKING AND THINKING AND THINKING AND THINKING.................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................untill i'm tired to think about it anymore...i'll stop but it will never end......................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
-THE END-

5 comments:

nanna zabar said...
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nanna zabar said...

nady!!!!!!!!!!!!!!apo kena nya jang oiiii....dont la be like dat, u r always one of a kind, the one and only Nady...the one with the dazzling smile, the one with the wittyful thoughts, the one who always make the pizza face melt with laughter....so please, dont change....

nadya shaharum said...

dear nanna,
touching la bace nanna punye komen...i'm speechless..i'm still the same, insyaAllah..cume yela, lately i feel so lonely..need someone actually (to be honest la)..kalo ade org nk kate nady desperate ke suke ati la..but seriously, i really need someone (u know what i mean, right)..i've been waiting for so long nanna (mmg nady tk pernah cerite kt nanna) malu....huhuhuu...but yeah that's the issue in my life actually..seriously, sepanjang idup nady, i'm just love someone but i never get a chance to be loved...ntahla...

nanna dont worry k..nady mmg mcm tu..on and off..bile rase terfikir bende ni, mulela merepek..tapi bile keje nady ok...btul..tk tipu..heee

tq so much eh nanna..actually i really need someone to talk to...(manja la nady ni..heh!!)

muahhhzzzzzzzz....take care k

nanna zabar said...

if u need anything...anything ape pon tau...let me noe..will be there no matter what(eventhough im far, but our cyber screen will always near)....i noe, sometimes we really need someone kan, some shoulder to cry on, some hands to hang on and some thoughts to ponder upon but you will be there someday k...be patience k...will pray for u, take care

nadya shaharum said...

oh my dear nanna..u're so sweet...huuuhuhuhu..wish u're here..tkpe2..u'll be back very soon!!!..i'm waiting k ;) tq so much babe...muuaahhhzzzzzzzzz

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