getting married is one thing
alhamdulillah
i'm feeling great
but life after married is totally different
ok ok...i'm still being myself....tkde pun suddenly jadi poyo nk jadi karakter lain pulak kn
still young at heart & be happy as always..alhamdulillah .;)
cume more matured..anything i do, always think of my hubby & my family
perlu menjaga maruah suamiku & familyku
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move to the other phase of life
seriously, it's not that easy (for certain part)
especially in my condition
long distance relationship
we've got to plan properly, for every single thing
organising kehidupan berumahtangga
alhamdulillah, i feel so lucky for having a great mama
yg dr kecil didik kami adik beradik menguruskn rumah
saye suke uruskn hubby saye
really enjoy, doing all that
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cume
yg agak merunsingkn saye
adalah
how to organise our time?
time for us to be together?
sungguh susah
ade org kate "tkpe nady, dulu pun saye mcm tu juga...8tahun ulang alik jumpe isteri"
oh gosh!! ur wife dkt s.alam..blehla every weekend nk buat mcm tu
my hubby & me...6hours tu dr jengka ke desa permai
kalo every weekend mcm ni..mmg pokaila kami
exhausted pon satu hal jugak tu
huhuhu
pilu gile rase
3weeks after married ni
we're trying our best to organise our weekend
but then to find a quality time just for two of us...uisshh!! it's not that easy
we need to sacrifice a lot
mmg kene banyak2 bersabar
kekuatan fizikal & mental pun kena juga
walhal hakikatnya, bile travel jauh2 nk berjumpe
mmg penat sgt2...till now 3weekends yg kami lalui ni,
both of us,silih berganti demam
my hubby dh baik, nanti i pulak yg demam
i sampai tanye dgn my sis, ade tk ape2 vitamin ape2 ke yg bleh bg i kekuatan skit
cos bile travel, rehat mmg tk cukup
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tapi saye ni satu jekla
mmg kategori gigih
sentiase pikir positif
walau penat mcmane pun,
saye akn cube jugak cari kekuatan diri
cube elak jadi wanita yg lembik longlai
*tapi kekadang mmg tkleh nk elak pun kalo dh mmg sakit penat sgt2..hehe*
i dont mind for travelling jauh2
just to spend our weekend together
balik rumah my mama, rumah ummi (lagi dekat for both of us)
2-2 pun travel
tapi tula
sampai bile eh nk mcm ni?
cos i love privacy
my hubby too
bknla i nk ckp, kalo blik rumah our parent mcm tkde privacy
bknla mcm tu...tetap ade cume bkn setiap masa la
kene agih2kn mase tu tuk family & hubby
*rasenye u all pun bleh pahamkn*
gigih jugak i lengkapkn my home sweet home
agar my hubby rase selesa nk dtg desa permai
tapi jarak yg sgt jauh ni
arrgghhhhhh!! stressla pulak
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ok
to be honest, i tk kisah pun nk travel mcm tu
demi menCARI masa to be with my hubby
only one thing that i really one
which is for our own good
no matter, wherever @ whenever we meet
i just want a quality time for us
the time when we can talk about us
be together just like other couples
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sudah mula merasai dugaan itu
sentiasa memohon kekuatan pdMu Ya Allah
agar diberi sinar harapan dlm perkahwinanku ini
agar terus bahgia,loving, kekal hingga ke akhir hayat kami
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akan terus gigih menCARI the quality time itu
it's too early to end up with the conclusion
pasti ade ruang jawapan
ayuh lebih gigih!!!
never give up
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my hubby,
i love you
hukhukhuk
-THE END-
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