dear diary : ...freak out...

...i woke up this morning, i'm hoping for a good day...everything seems normal to me...i cleaned up my home sweet home...

checklist for today

• clean up the house  - done
• laundry service - done
• cook - done (kueh teow goreng jek...menu malas..heh!!) - done
• changed the bedsheet - done
• berangan dpn cermin with my nerdy glasses - done done done...hahaha

TARAAAAAAAAAAAA...after completed all the task...i took a bath...oppsss!! i realised one important thing i'm not doing yet...my BABY GETZ..dh lame tk mandi...alamak!! ke hulu ke hilir ke kl sume tk mandi2 lagik die...hmm...nevermind, will bring my BABY GETZ to carwash service~grooming him..heh!!

after i had my lunch, my student part 06 msg me, asked for help if i could marked her thesis...oh my gosh!! she need to submit for hardcover this tuesday.....again...last minutes....i'm so mad ok...luckily i'm in perak...so i went to my office just for her...heh!! then, it's time to pamper my BABY GETZ...ok ok...i know BABY, u merajuk dgn i kan..heee. while waiting for my BABY's turn to be groomed

"here's the freak out moment"..fuh!!!  

suddenly someone (a guy) came & talked to me...at first, i keep on silence & just listen to whatever he wanna say..here's a dialog : a guy (can i call him mr gatal??) blehla eh

MR GATAL : belajar di mana?

me : ...silent...(he asked the same question again...with ayat2 tambahan yg agak merepek..heh!!)

me : dh keje (i feel so stupid for giving that answer...heh!!)

MR GATAL : kt mane?

me : (i sentap...where should i tell him...) hmmm....uitm

(i masih maintain jujur la for that moment)

MR GATAL : mesti org luar ni...org mane ye...

me : (gosh!! i'm started to freak out...someone help me..please please please....)

so i jawab...org malaysia...

MR GATAL : (he's not satisfied with my answer....he asked me back)...yela org malaysia..tapi kt mane....

me : (gosh..geramnye i...u can imagine how i was acted during that time..mmg cam gelisahla jugak...i'm trying to be cool)(pikir punye pikir i nk kelentong ape..while MR GATAL masih berkate2 lagik nk push i jawab....last2 i jawab...KL...heh!!

MR GATAL : oh KL ke...dok sini dkt mane?

me : (OK OK...this is totally ridiculous) i ckp i dok dlm...(if i said i stay outside..mati i..kalo die tanye alamat pulak karang)

MR GATAL : Oooo..saye ni suke berkwn...gi mane2 mesti dpt kwn baru (gosh!! ingat i kesah ke..heh!!..napela tkde org lain yg duduk dkt kitorg ni..geramnye i...)(after die sibok berckp~mengayatla kan...yg i mmg malas gile nk dengar..tetibe)..boleh bg no phone

me : (gosh!! tu yg i mmg tknk dengar tu...mengambil kesempatan sungguh) i geleng kepala jek

MR GATAL : kalo tk boleh tkpe, saya tk paksa..saye mmg suke berkwn...yela, manela tau kalo saye dtg sini lagik, saye ade masalah ke..nk minta tlg...blehla saye minta tlg kt awak...kalo saye dtg sini, nk jumpa kwn2, nk ajak minum ke kan (OMG!! helloooo..punyela berlambak laki2 yg cuci kete tu, tkleh minta tlg diorg ke..i'm sick of it!!).....boleh ke bg no phone (tk paham bahase btul mamat ni)

me : (i mmg dh panas ati dh ni)...i ckp, minta maaf encik, saya bukan jenis macam tu...saya tk boleh bg...

MR GATAL : tkpela saye tk paksa...hmm...dh ade boyfriend ke? (gosh!! bleh pulak nk tanye....arrghhhhhhh)

me : DAH...

MR GATAL : bile nk kawin (arrghhhhh!! geramnye i)

me : TK LAME LAGIK (dlm ati i, my dear sepet, please come and rescue me!!)

MR GATAL : OOOOO....(actually he wanted to ask more & more...mmg tk putus asa btul mamat ni..but there's a family came & sit next to me.....fuhhhh!!! i felt so relief)

MR GATAL pon blah & duk tempat lain...i mmg lega gile..........fuuhhhhh!!!

he's car dh siap sebenanye....tapi tk reti2 nk blah trus..geramnye i...i was wondering if he'll follow me, right after my car had been completed...gosh!! i mmg cuak gilela..

after mamat cuci kete tu gave the key to me, i mmg tekan minyak kuat trus blah  tapi tk blik umah lagik..i takut..so i pi kedai rahmath..heh!! dh agak lame skit, i trus blik umah..tapi my eyes keep on looking around....just wondering if he's next to me @ at my back..heh!!

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that's the freak out story..heh!! i'm so worried right now..cos this is not the first time, things like this happened to me...dh bnyak kali..i mesti cuak....cos usually it will happen when i was alone (which i am always alone)...i dont mind to go anywhere by myself...i love to be alone sometimes...BUT...when things like this happened...i jadik stress...i jadik cuak pulak nk pi mane2 sorg2 dh...you know why??

• usually guys (in this category) will have a different agenda...(i'm just worried with santau @ pukau @ etc)
• they usually will act weirdly (nengokla muke diorg...mmg cam gatal gile...gosh!! geli ok)
• they will use ayat2 jiwang (lagik i nk muntah dengar)
• the worst part, if they want to rape @ do any sexual harrassment....(ya Allah!! hindarila perkara2 sebegini drpd berlaku kpd hambamu ini..amin)

i just wanna say to all guys in this category (yg dh jadi @ ade hasrat nk jadi)..come on guys..this is not the right ways to "ngorat" a girl..i'm not that type of person...who's easily to fall in love with kate2 yg bermegah2 diri (cos MR GATAL mentioned that he has lots of car...like i care...heh!!)..ayat berkias2 berbunga2...heh!! please be more professional...respect us (ladies)...if we are not interested, tolongla paham...dont keep on pushing us...

because of MR GATAL & my past incidents (almost the same with this)..i truly deeply madly need someone right now...at least i will feel secure...i will feel lucky to have someone who is totally different from MR GATAL, who can protect me, who will always be there for me, who will belasah that MR GATAL (hahahaha) (cos i ni jenis yg suke pikir sedalam2nye..tu yg bahaye tu)...

...MY DEAR SEPET, please show yourself...i really need you right now...

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