dear diary : happy bday ayah ;)

1st june 2010, my ayah's 57th bday...i love u ayah..so much...

cuba nengok cikgu pauziah sengih kemain lagik..heee..love u mama & ayah ;)

lets talk about my ayah, me & ayah not as close as me & mama...mama said when i was a child, my father was so busy with his studies...so he didn't have much time to spend with me..he's struggling so hard to win his strict supervisor's attention (mat saleh tua yg selalu emo..heh!!~mama said)...so mama take care of me all the time (cos it took about 4years for me to get a sister..heh!!)...no matter what, i know ayah loves me so much..he just dont know how to show it...he's not the type of man who always says 'i love you..i love you...i love you' but when he does something for me & the rest of the family, i can feel the love deep inside his heart...

ayah dont talk too much..he's the cool one..(totally contrast to mama & i'm exactly like my mom..heee) talkative...hee...the sweetest part, ayah love to give a sweet wishes card to mama...especially during their wedding anniversaries..so sweet kan..hee..that part, i admit, i'm just like ayah.. i love to give wishes card to special person in my life...

my dad punya hadwriting mmg unique kan..heee

  antara kata2 azimah from my ayah ;)

ayah's fav tv show : mr bean, whose line is it anyway?, late show with david letterman, spontan, are you smarter than the fifth grader?, golf channel....i do love to watch my ayah laugh so loud when he watch mr bean & whose line is it anyway?...i cant imagine how happy he is...hee..too loud...hee..i love that...

ayah not that garang..he's so cool compared to mama...biasala mane2 ibu pon, selalu berleter kan? utk kebaikan anak2...dulu i mmg tk suke, tapi dh dewasa ni, i mule realise the good things from membebel (cos i pon slalu membebel kt my student..heee)..BUT once ayah's getting mad, dont u ever try to play around...this happened when i was young la, still in primary school, i'd done something bad..biasela dulu2 playful skit, panjat sane panjat sini..hee...till my dad got mad..badly..ape lagik, ayah tk ckp banyak, ape yg bergerak ONLY jari jemari yg tersusun cun melecun dihayunnye sampai ke telinga...PEEHHH!!!!!!!! mmg sakit gileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....i tk melalak kuat tapi tetibe meleleh jek air mate tk berbunyik...cos tahan sakit...fuhhh!!!!!!! mmg nightmare la kalo sape2 yg terkene & 3 of us mmg kene la..hahahahahaha

he's my idol...he's one of the reason why i choose to be a lecturer..being his child, i watch him everyday, prepared his notes, marked students paper, do his research & so on...i adore him so much cos he's so passionate with his job...he's such the down to earth type of person..suke jadi belakang tabir & not expose too much to public but senyap2 he'd presented so much paper internationally...that's the part that i love so much about ayah...even keje yg seringan2 mane pon, he'll try to complete it as perfect as he could..but then mmg perfect gile la...tabik ok!! (tujuan i bukan nk membangga2kn my dad, tapi ni adelah luahan ati dr seorg anak gadis yg memerhatikn ayahnye selame ini)

alhamdulillah, hasrat i utk ikut jejak ayah i tercapai, especially bile dpt sambung blaja di UK..i pergi every single place that my dad pernah bawa i pergi dulu2....full of memories...tapi tk tercapai hasrat nk gi jenguk my dad's uni @ portsmouth...then i balik msia, working as a lecturer...alhamdulillah, kubersyukur dgn kekuasaanMU...amin...

no matter what ayah..i will always love u eventhough i'm too shy to show it directly...but now, i love to hug ayah so much..rasa tenang sgt2 (pesanan dr en azlaini, selagi ayah ibu kita masih ada, bile ada peluang, pelukla mereka)...

so ayah, i love you & will always pray for your happiness & always wish u'll stay healthy as u are now...muuahhzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ;) (gosh!! i'm so homesick...wanna get back home very soon!!!)