dear diary : ...pink lady...

i'm so in a pink mode

shawl :: pink

blouse :: pink

braces :: pink

auwwwww

supersweet

*wink*

:: 2 1/2 days more to go ::

:: c u very soon, sweetheart ::

my asyookk & my adik macho, r u ready??

;)

-THE END-

dear diary : ...mama pau...

tq mama

borak dgn mama

ati tenang sikit

semangat nk raya sungguh mama ye

gigih cari mangkuk "puding" baru

&

gelas baru

nk sambut menantu ye mama...hahaha

sgt comel la mama ni ;)

cengeng pulak bile dengar

mama & dina dh pi shopping

asyookk dpt shirt senget (susah nk explain..heh!!) nk lwn baju along kununnn...ceh!!

mama dpt miss clark..makin laju mama jln nanti ye

ayah jadi menantu mithali, buat kusyen baru tuk sofa nenek timah

auuwww...love u all so much

;)

tunggu eh kepulangnku nanti ;)

kite sembang panjang2

...pillowtalk session ;)

...rewang buat kuih/kek raya sesame

...sessi menjadi miss bibik meng"makeover" kn rumah

...sessi ngadap cermin posing baju raya..hahaha

aishhhhhhh!!

tkpe2..sikit ari jek lagik

tunggu ye mama

anak daramu ini tetibe muncul jek kt pagar umah nanti ;)

-THE END-

dear diary : ...k-e...

i

love

 

 

so

much

;)

 

*no matter how busy u're, u'll try ur best to spend just a lil time for me*

supersweet of u, my love ;) 

ok

sudah tenang sikit

;)

still

homesick & k-esick

counting days to get back!!!!!!!!

-THE END-

dear diary : ...comfort zone...

 :: in my comfort zone :: keep on listening to "random awesome" & doing my lil thingy~ & wishing for, "awak2 semua" who i love the most are here with me T_T ::

mama asyookkk rania acik nenektimah sweetheart ;) fisya khaalish nanna alaia

kakcha kaksue iris partner fafau dib adik mira nad muhai jamilah adinda keem

redzuanmerah

happy weekend everyone.................................................

-THE END-

dear diary : ...sepi...

i dont know why

today

i feel so

~lonely

~quiet

~empty

hmmm

i hate this kind of feeling

hmmm....

i'm trying hard to keep myself busy

Ya Allah!! give me strength

yuuhuu!! nadya shaharum

be patience

just few more days to go

:: to be surrounded with :: 

my lovely families~~

my wonderful sweetheart~~

................

uishhhhh!!

duhai sepi, sila pergi jauh2

saya tk mau anda ada dlm hati saya

nanti saya rasa kosong

sungguh tidak mau....

-THE END-

dear diary : ...first met...

saya baru saja membelek2 our "not so" old time memories

our first time met

@ hosp serdang

...tersengih sorg2 teringat saat2 itu...

...malu...

sungguh malu...huhu

then

...........

..........

..........

i've found this

 

the first gift i gave him

siyus malu gile nk bg time tu...hehehe

...but...

he's the one who made me felt so comfortable

eventhough that was, our first time met

slumber gile die ni...heh!!

borak mcm dh lama kenal...hehehe

aishhhh chomeynye masa tu...hehehe *sori ye terfeeling kejap* hehe

supersweet of you, my love ;)

that's him...first met camtu rupe die...tu pun i bleh fall in love....hehehe

ishh...nengok live kacak tu...hahahaha

*gambar ini adalah sumbangn dr mukabuku dia, hasil tangkapan ayah k-e

*makaceh pakcik azam ;);)

i mmg nk amik gamba die tapi malu gilelakn...gigil2 time tu...hehehe

ini saya masa jumpa die..cun kn?? hahahaha

luckily i have my darl, fisya & her hubby, kamal & henshem boy, khaalish

temankn i pi jenguk si dia di hosp...

sungguh mendalam kenangan ini..huhuhu

kegigihan saya membuat mini cheesecake for him
first trial ni ;)


&

till now

he's still the same person

:: funny ::

:: sengal ::

:: glabah2 skit ::

:: superhero ::

:: caring ::

:: loving ::

:: tukang sakat ::

:: kuat gelak ::

:: mak nenek kedut ::

:: the person i can communicate, tolerate easily ::  

 &

yup, he's the one

that i love the most

forever will~

our first met
will always be
the unforgettable one ;);)


siapa sangka
sekarang
he's my fiancee~~
alhamdulillah

...............................

 

aishhhh

i miss him so much....T_T

and

i will always love u, duhai cinta~~

-THE END-

dear diary : ...how do i look :: hijab style ::

halu halu my gorgeous readers ;)

it's been such a very long time

i haven't update any new style of mine (kununla)

so today

i'm feeling so great

alhamdulillah :: no more demam2

lovely chat session with my sweetheart, last nite *love u, baby*

so bangun pg tadi, semangat waja sungguh...hehehe

&

i've got a super duper "crazy" thing to do

"mengadap dpn cermin"

memusing2kn hijab ni ke sana ke mari..heh!!

letih jek rehat jap...pastu sambung blik..heh!!

&

here's the final one

which i think

hmm

....

not bad at all

am i right?? hehehe

lynkn jekla

bile kesengalan i dh melanda

cam gini la ye ;)

*sori k, kualiti gamba tk seberapa, hp tk canggih...heh!!

gambar atas :: versi feeling comel..heh!!

gambar bwh :: versi feeling ayu..heh!!

;);)

so, my dear readers (kalaula ade...hehe)

let's join the crit session ;)

what say you??

do i look great with the new style?

@ do i need to remain with the previous one?

give ur comment, pleaseeee *wink*

-THE END-

dear diary : ...sob sob...

 

today is not the great day for me

first :: i've got to cancel my plan~buke puase rumah nenek timah on thursday 25th

cos another meeting will be held on that day...heh heh heh..

sukenye saye *mate di atas tangan di bahu*

- tkpela, tu tugas saya kn...perlu bg komitmen ;)

second :: headache

dugaan sungguh...i need to get a rest lil bit

mkn panadol...tmrw, lots more work to do..sob sob
mudah2an diringankn dugaan ini


third :: homesick & "k-e"sick
when the plan have to be changed
everything have to be rescheduled...huhuhu
tkpe tkpe..tk kirela meeting 25th..after meeting trus jadik ratu pecut
cuti sudah apply, kelas sudah ganti...maka tidak salah bukan??


bukan apa, the whole ramadhan i'm not coming back home
punya nk jimat, mama kata, "tkpe along, sabar ye..duduk sana saje, nanti raya
ganti kelas awal2, apply cuti awal"
tup tup..ade pulak nk buat meeting..tkpe2, saba sajela...
depa tkpela, family dkt..sejam 2jam dh sampai kg...saye ni 5jam baru nk sampai
...sob sob...
yg dh ade family tkpela, tkdela terase sgt...saye ni lone ranger...huhuhu
..maaf ye ni sekadar luahan hati..tkdela saye membenci sape2
cume rase kiciwa dikit saje..tapi tuntutan keje saye tetap akn laksanakan
people could say anything..eleh, anak mak la..nk blik jumpe tunang la tu..bla bla bla
padahal, saya ade tanggungjawab sbg anak....sape pulak nk tlg mama kemas rumah nk raya
then sape pulak nk tlg mama buat kuih raya....siapkn baju raye adik lagik
my sweetheart pon, sebulan jugak tidak ketemu
hmmmmm

tkpela

kerna

the best part is
acik has given a greenlight to bring rania together
nk pinjam rania join we all pi shopping raya..yeaahhhh!!
ye ye saye amat merindui si comel kecik yg dh potpetpotpet ni
at least pengubat rindu
so my shoppping date will be with asyookk & adik macho & rania ;)
superlove ;);)
tq so much, acik ;)

it's been such a very long time~~

no matter what

saya tetap bersyukur

sekurang2nya tkdela sampai tk dpt balik bercuti

cuma dilambatkn sedikit

tkpe tkpe, pasti ade hikmahnya..saye redha

mama & nenek timah, harapnya tidak berkecil ati ye

you know how much i miss you ;)

kita hanya mampu merancang, Allah jua yg menentukn
saya harus bersabar ;)
ok saya sudah tenang kembali
*wink*



-THE END-

dear diary :...counting days...

monday

studio :: crit crit crit...almost forget, meeting in the morning...

sungguh monday blues..fuh!!

tuesday

meeting :: what?? again!! fuhh!!

then history's class...yeahh!!

wednesday

holiday :: nuzul Al-Quran...in my comfort zone~~

thursday

studio :: crit crit crit

then history's class

the best part ~ a date with adinda...yeah!!

friday

reading...reading...reading ;)

memanjakan my baby JLH ;)

saturday & sunday

being miss bibik

monday

studio :: crit crit crit

tuesday

a date with my fatherly dentist ;)

wednesday

*wink*wink* lucky number 28

thursday

holiday~~

me :: adik macho :: my baby JLH are ready for a ride

get back home..yippieee!!

friday

shoppingdate with :: asyookk & adik macho

buke puase date with sweetheart & kwn2 korea k-e

saturday

choc chip cookies in the making ;)

sunday

makeover rumah mama ;)

blueberry cheesecake & choc cake in the making ;)

monday

rewang2 @ rumah nenek timah ;)

tuesday + wednesday + thursday + friday + saturday

eid mubarak..yippiiieeeeee ;)

family day

sunday

raya @ rumah k-e jumpa ummi & ayah ;)

back to desa permai...sob sob

.......................

.......................

nampak sungguh i tk saba nk cuti kn

ok saba cik nadya saba...

the day will come

soon...very soon

-THE END-

dear diary :...lebih memahami...

lately i felt so weird

sometimes i think

i'm acting like a child

selfish

after i've got a different perception from

these two wonderful people

now i know

i'm getting used to it

benar2 memahami

eventhough my situation is different

everything that's happened to me

is the FISRTtime

so, when the FIRSTtime words come in my life

i'm expecting something to be

"special"

"full of surprises"

"unique"

which in reality

it wont happen in the same time

sgt2 jarang

that's life

i cant argue for more

so

after i've been thinking bout it

rationally

i've decided to understand more

be more realistic

go go go away the "dunia khayalan"

kerna ia boleh mengecewakn

...................

NOW

i'm more than grateful...

after almost 28years i've been waiting

he is here

right by my side

giving his LOVE

for every single day

tq sweetheart

i love u more

and i meant it

-THE END-