dear diary :..my darl...

 

you're the best i've ever had

i love u, darl

eventhough, u're khaalish henshem's mum

u still have time for me

be my great listener

ok ok..not exactly a "listener"

how bout a great "surat cinta" reader?? "rare" skit bunyik kn..hehehe

(remember our love letters moment when i'm in UK 3years ago)

supersweet

u're my life partner..

when i'm lonely

when i'm cengeng sorg2

u always give a big hug (pokpok) walaupun jauh

u know how to make me feel better

tq darl

i love u

so muchhhhhhhh

you will always be my darl..forever

k-e pon tk boleh nk marah..sori sweetheart..hehe

..............................

hey hey YOU...the negative thinking

please go go away..shuuhhshhuuhh (mcm tu ke bunyik nk halau?? heh!!)

ok sudah tenang

smiling again

*wink*

-THE END-

dear diary : ...a shoulder to cry on...

tq mama

u'll always be the best partner for me

U always be right by my side

U give a shoulder to cry on

U comfort me

yup, i know

i'm the eldest in my family

yup, i'm independent, tough (bkn macho ye tapi berjiwa kebal), serious, responsible

and semua ciri2 anak sulongla kn 

but

there's certain things that

i cant avoid to be such a mama's girl

the truth is, ya, saya mmg anak yg manja

eventhough ayah mama have taught me to be a survivor

i can't deny the other side of me

which need an "intention"...more to encouragement, support, motivation

so

mama will be the chosen one

if i need "that" the most

once i've got it, peaceful in my mind, alhamdulillah

i've got a chance to think wisely

without relates it too much with emotion

alhamdulillah

tq mama

i love you

forever will be

;)

-THE END-

dear diary : ...full of loves...

" Real men never stop trying to show a girl

how much she means to him

Even after he's got her "

yes...it's true!!

my sweetlove

you're so amazing

you always know how to make me feel better & better

 

he's not the romantic type

he's just being himself

so honest

everything he do, i know it comes from his heart

that's make him :: super romantic ::

i've got to be strong

i'm trying :: ok ok :: this time, try harder!!

 yes, i will~~

:: i love u so much, sweetheart ::

:: THE END ::

dear diary : ...saranghae...

still in my comfort zone

(might be for the next weekends as well till the eid mubarak sem break)

oh my dear families

i miss you

living far away from you

menguji kesabaranku

its ok, i can handle those sadness

no more meraung sorg2

cos i know

my families are closed to me

deep inside my heart

............................

...........................

staying alone

as always

i'm doing my miss bibik routine

kemas rumah :: laundry service :: being eric leong "deco" :: being top chef

yess!! it had been completed

alhamdulillah

cooking for buka puasa

pon sudah

fuhh!! lega, malas nk kuar pi bazaar

now what??

hmm

...

...

...

...

merindui si kacak ini

yg bila dia gelak mcm ni

bunyinye sgt jahat

yg bila dia gelak mcm ni

mata dia sepet mcm saya

yg bila dia gelak mcm ni

saya rasa tenang sgt

yg bila dia gelak mcm ni

saya rasa geram sgt

yg bila dia gelak mcm ni

dia tengah sakat saya

yg bila dia gelak mcm ni

tandanya dia adalah "champion of the day"

yg bila dia gelak mcm ni

saya dpt rasa kebahgiaan yg dia rasa

oh sweetheart!! i miss you~~

it might takes for another 3weeks,

kita tidak bersua nanti

tkpe tkpe

awak jua sama seperti family saya

sentiasa dkt di hati

take care, sayang

saranghae~~

-THE END-

dear diary :...waiting for my dear january...

 

staying alone

in my comfort zone...whatelse can i think about

hmmmm

haruslah menceriakn hari2ku di desa permai ini

&

this is what i love to do the most

 

:: kegigihan yg melampau ::

it's all bout deco

&

i love it so much

all for my dear january

hehe

ok ok, i know...it takes another 5months more to go

but

what can i do

saya mmg gadis yg gigih bersemangat waja

btw, i thought january will be, right after august

hahahaha (itu sungguh melampau)

i did all this

so that

i will fall in love

again & again & again

&

i can put aside, what had just happened last nite

................................

................................

psstttttt ~~ berkat kegigihan saya, all the boxes have been transformed

completely...hehe

shhhh!! surpriseee
wait till my dear january is here ok
*wink* 

 

sweetheart ~ i cant stop from saying this

i love u so much ;)

happy la tu ade Bu Bu...oh dear, awak sungguh comel

upload Bu Bu's photo, pleaseeeeee!! hehe 

-THE END-

dear diary :...Melayu mudah lupa...

hari ini

kesabaran saya benar-benar diuji

kecewa dgn anak bangsa

kecewa kerna peluang telah diberi

ilmu sepenuhnya telah dicurahkan

agar jadi insan yang SEDAR

SEDAR tentang masa depan

SEDAR akan tanggungjawab yg perlu dipikul

SEDAR untuk memupuk diri bekerja keras

namun ini yang dibalas

......................

SEDIH HIBA

kerna aku sebagai pendidik

sepenuh kudratku kucurahkan pd mereka

terpekik sana sini setiap isnin & khamis

semata2 utk mengingatkn masing2

tentang tugasan yg kian berat utk dipikul

kumerintih memohon agar masing2

lebih peka

lebih bersemangat

lebih bersedia

lebih maju selangkah ke depan

namun penyudahnya

masing2 memilih tuk berada di takok yg lama

SEPI seketika

mengenangkan nasib anak bangsa

Ya Allah!! bukakan ruang di hati mereka ini

agar mahu berubah

bukan utk diriku

tetapi utk kebaikan mereka jua

agar mampu memberi ukiran senyuman pd raut wajah ibu bapa mereka

agar mereka mampu mempertahankn anak bangsa kelak

...amiinnnnnnn...

terkenang lagu "anak kecil main api"

kalau begini "attitude" nya, bait2 lagu itu tk mustahil akn berlaku

(ia telah pun berlaku sebenarnya)

malangnya anak belia terus leka & leka

hmm

-THE END-

dear diary :...dessert oh!! dessert...

sample raya cookies are everywhere

fuh!! terasa tangan ni dh gigil2

i wanna bake something

nk nk nk!!

hmmm...

so i've decided to bake

choc cake

and

blueberry cheesecake

and

choc chip cookies

for the upcoming eid mubarak

anybody want these??

put your hands up, pleasseeeeeeeeeeeee

hehehe

jemputla dtg rumah ;);)

-THE END-

dear diary : ...LIFE...

Before...

i'm the one who keep on blaming myself

keep on questioning bout my life

keep on comparing to others,

 how lucky they are for meeting someone in a very short time

After...

now i realise

how lucky i am

the grateful life i have

becos of the long of waiting

it's totally worth it

alhamdulillah

Ya Allah!! saya amat bersyukur dgn ketentuanMu

Benar2 bersyukur

to my dear friends

who always ask bout theirs

i might say this,

just wait for that moment

i cant easily describe

how am i getting so fast to settle down with my life

the truth is, it's nothing to do with "the desperado feeling"

@ main redah jek..such a BIG NO for that!!!

cos

when u've met the right person

on the right time

then, u know that's the moment

you feel that u're ready...

ready for having a truelove

ready to share everything

ready to be in tears & happiness together

ready to sacrifice anything

ready to give your love & receive love from him

for every single time

alhamdulillah, i'm glad cos i've met my Mr Right!!

helo sweetheart ~~ you're the lovable one

i'll always pray for my friends

insyaAllah

the time will come soon

if i've a happy life

i'm sure u will too

Allah itu Maha Adil

bersabar & terus bersabar

tenang & just go through with your life

jgn terlalu merancang @ push yourselves

cos it might hurts u

let it come naturally

ye saya tau, org boleh kata

"eleh, ckp senangla"

but, i'm telling the true stories of mine

cuma ye saya akur, tk boleh nk samakn

kehidupan saya dgn yg lain kn??

but it's not impossible

saya pasti & yakin pd ketentuan Allah

anda juga perlu begitu

kerna telah dinyatakan, jodoh pertemuan itu

Allah telah tentukan

cuma usaha & sabar menanti

alhamdulillah

tq Allah

-THE END-

dear diary : ...august is here again!!

 

2011

you're so special for me 

hey hey my dear AUGUST

u're here again

alhamdulillah

it's a fasting month
&

:: the sweetest moment ::

i'm celebrating this Ramadhan

as someone's fiancee

alhamdulillah

eventhough, its still the same

buka puasa sorg2, sahur sorg2

but the feeling's totally different

cos even we're quite far from each other

but i know, there's someone out there

who always think bout me *wink*

who always care for me

who always reminds me to wake up for sahur (i slalu minum air jek but now dh mule mkn sahur, roti pon ok kn?? hehe)

who always be your morning alarm for sahur @ subuh

~i pon jadik morning alarm si dia~

who always keep in touch with you, just to know, how am i doing today

(oh dear, supersweet of u~~)

this year will be the last Ramadhan

i will celebrate as a single lady

insyaAllah

:: uishhhhhhh!! such a dream ::

yes i am ;);)

tq sweetheart for coming into my life

i love you more & more everyday

alhamdulillah

tq so much Allah for such a wonderful gift

he's the best for me, syukur ~~

sayang, selamat berbuka today

ptg main badminton ye...fighting my dear!!

if u win, next date~seoulgarden is on me, awak mknla bnyak mane pon

opppsss!!

-THE END-

dear diary :...salam ramadhan...

Salam Ramadhan

wonderful people

May Allah shower His blessings upon you

have a great Ramadhan

grab this opportunity to get close to Him

insyaAllah, peaceful life we'll get..amiinn

:: i just wanna share something bout
manners of everyday's life ::
some of us, almost forget bout this
eventhough it's a basic routine
for being polite & respect to others 

btw, its a reminder to me & all of u too


ENJOY ;)

as simple as that, right??
:: so, lets be good, everyone ::

insyaAllah, others will respect you & love you more

-THE END-