dear diary :: berserah ::

:: segala ikhtiar & usaha telah dilakukan :: hanya berserah pd-Mu, moga direstui & dipermudahkan segala urusan....aminnnnn :: wish me luck, everyone ::

mohon doakn yg terbaik ya ;)

:: 2 1/2 days more to go ::

paling risau akan baju songketku

moga esok ada sinar baru

-THE END-

dear diary : ...miss b2b...

i'm counting days (hari2 mcm tu kot..hehe)

6 more days to go, sweetheart ;)

staying alone in here

makes me think too much bout everything

sampai naik tepu juga kpale

risau mcm2 hal

yesterday

rasa sayup sgt2

spending my last weekend as a single darl in here

huhuhuhu

i need mama & asyookkkk

right by my side

cos i need a big hug & wanna share lots of stories with them

cos i know, mama sgt2 suke melayan saye buka balik

kisah saye berkenalan with my cinta hati

saye juga mahukn support & tips2 berumahtangga from mama

rasa cuti sem yg lepas tk cukup sungguh utk saye buat begitu

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but

hey, jgn dilynkn sgt perasaan tu

cos

i have so many wonderful people surrounds me

& i love them super duper much ;)

hi-tea date with nanna & princess alaia & irfan & asyookkk

dinner date with cik alunku sayang & asyookk saye juga ;)

ladies' nite with my colleagues

*fulll of surprises*

sushi date with my darl, fisya...supersweet moment

+ surprise visit by kak cha & fisya @ desa permai

last submission for me, being miss nadya *wink*

bacholerette party @ tepian pantai

full of surprises by my kesayangans

hukhuk

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alhamdulillah

i'm so grateful for having all these wonderful kesayangans

tq beribu2 lemon cos always be there for me

sungguh terharu kerna

terasa diri ini amat disayangi semua

tq tq tq tk terhingga

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3 gadis anggun ini

saya amat2 rindu

sori tk dpt nk berpillowtalk session while i'm still single

huhuhu

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i still need big hugs from both of u

i'm home soon

 ;)

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my sweetheart

i know you can give me love

super duper much of it

you will make me the happiness darl, right??

* nk letak gamba si dia tapi tkde dh gamba baru*

sobsob nye

tkpe, 6 more days, baby

we'll meet

not just as a lover

but

:: the most precious moment ::

two souls become one

love u so much, sayang

-THE END-

dear diary : ...lucky no 7, baby...

oh my sweetheart

a week more to go *wink*

saya ketemu kamu di hari kita diijabkabulkn nanti ya, cinta

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the new one from yuna & saya sungguh jatuh hati

ppssttttt

dedicated to

my baby

who i'll spend the rest of my life with

;)



this video reminds me of you
seriously teringat kt busyuk saye yg ala2 nakal mcm Qi
ok sile jgn meluat k
i tk samakn k-e & Qi
mmg jauh beza
sorg macho sorg jambu

tapi kenakalan Qi in this video
adela mcm busyuk saye jugak...heh!!

character nakal mcm tu yg buat saya sayang cinta hatiku sgt2
lots of priceless moment with him

for me,
super unique @ dia suke ckp bahase "rare" dia tu..hehe

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looking at this video

oh yuna!!

how i miss every single moment-europe trip

godek2 gambar zaman i mokmok

& tk vouge..heh!!

bertudung bawal lagi..heh!!

sungguh2 rindu zaman2 ini

soon baby, if Allah swt beri rezeki

kita travel all around the world together k ;)

for now, dlm malaysia pun saya tk kisah

as long as i can spend every single time with you
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dpt tawan hati awak pun
saya rase seribu rahmat yg tk terhingga

;) ;)

i love u

happy saturday, everyone

-THE END-

dear diary : ...

penggunaan otak & tenaga yg agak melampau hari ini

i need a break

good nite everyone

:: memujuk hati ::

:: bermuhasabah diri ::

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-THE END-

dear diary : ...things to do...

this week

i've got to be

super duper

proactive

iyakkkkkkkkkkkk!!!

1 :: mengadap Dr Yusof, mohon cuti....moga2 diluluskan..pleaseeeee Dr Yusof

pleeaaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee....saye mau kahwin..heh!! ::

2 :: edit the SKT form..ppfffttttttt ::

siyus rase nk muntah dh ngadap bende ni...dh sebulan kot
demi Dr Sab terchenta..akn kugagahkn jugak sipa before 10am wednesday

3 :: project brief ::
perlu pigi itu site juga
tesco oh!! tesco

4 :: students' submission ::
harus jadi singa lapar...auummmmmmm

5 :: kelas ganti ::
history oh! history

6 :: baju songket alteration ::
harus turun naik kl yawww!!

7 :: guestbook my baby ::
final touch up ;)

8 :: post wedding card ::
3-4org saja lagi ;)

9 :: tanda arah ::
gigih siapkan petunjuk arah ke rumah manis rumah saya
print & laminate ;)

10 :: merindui si cinta hati ::
ok, yg tu sgt2 penting
ok gedik..heh!!

busy bizut sungguh kan


fightinggggggggggggg!!


for our big day, sweetheart
i'm willing to sacrifice
same goes to you, my love

insyaAllah, everything will be just fine
;)




-THE END- 

dear diary : ...blew me away ~~ my dear rocket ~~

tq baby for yuna's album

when i miss you

yuna will be the chosen one

everytime i'm in my car (yg tk power mcm kete awak)

...................................

now

i keep on listening to

my fav one

:: rocket ::

blew me away~~

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baby,

i miss you

-THE END-

dear diary : ...cuci mencuci...

lately

saye sungguh2 gigih

mengemas rumah

bknla nk kate rumah saye kotor sakan

tidak sama sekali

soon

i'm no longer being a single lady

tk lame lagi, sudah ada si cinta hati, suami tersayang

akan stay together

so, rumah ni kenala

complete tuk hidup berdua pula

dulu duduk sorg2

so sume bilik kite sorg yg punye...hehehe (ok saye mmg gile kuase)

skarang dh tk boleh dh

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tadi

baru jek potong rumput laman dpn,  simbah racun rumput

lap tingkap & grill rumah

mmg superwoman sakan...heh!!

pastu nk pitam...cos desa permai panas sgt pulak 2-3ari ni

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misi sudah berjaya

ade few things saje lagi

tu pun mama dh bising

mama kate jgn nk panjat2 sane sini

awak tu nk kawin, tergolek terjatuh ke nanti kang..naye jek

mama jugak pesan, yg susah2 tu, biar suami awak nanti yg buat

see busyuk!! saye tk kate..mama yg kate...hehehe

saye buat sume ni

cos

saye mau mengalu2kn kedatangan suami tercinta nanti

biar die rase mcm rumah kami sendiri

cos saye mmg tk suke nk declare rumah sewa as rumah sewa

 saye suke nk feeling2 mcm rumah sendiri

so mmg mcm2 la jadiknye...hehehe

cume tkde sofa lagi k, busyuk

yg tu tunggu awak sponsor...hehehe

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ok

i'm completely ready

to welcome my hubby

to our home sweet home

soon

13 more days to go

sweetheart

&

saye makin sayang awak

;)

happy sunday, everyone

tmrw, ade interview for SKT

wish me luck ;)

-THE END-

dear diary : ...update :: peach & turquoise ;)

peewwiitttttttttttt

i'm so in a mood

weekend2 yg sunyi sepi

& hot sakan kt desa permai ini

finally, termakbul juga hajat

to construct the dollhouse yg saye beli setahun yg lalu

(masa tu saye baru jek nk mengenali si cinta hatiku)

hari itu juga die baru pulang ke korea semula

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ok, ni saye mau share something

honestly, lots of deco stuffs such as

+

the dollhouse ;)

i bought all of these before i met him

i dont even had a clue

i just bought without knowing what i wanna do with it

when i think bout it,

i realise something that

Allah swt had given a sign

i'm the one yg tk perasan langsung

cos, finally all of those deco stuffs

i use for my big day - engagement & wedding ;)

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so, today i gigih construct dollhouse

yg super cute

ngah gigih construct, ade pulak gadis2 anggun ni dtg nk buat surprise

siap bwak choc indulgence lagi

huhuhu..tq gadis2 anggun...tq for ur support

;)

terjebak skali jadi subcon saye ;) makaceh

taaarrraaaaaaaaa!!

finally it's completed

so

what will i do with my cute dollhouse??

*selain dr jadi harta for my future daughters*

eleh, ingat ayah die jek ke bleh kasi harta - rayban..eyywww

saye pon ade ok!!*

just wait for that moment ok

;)

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my sweetheart, super tired today

ok, saye tk kaco die

it's ok, sayang

i still love u

:: endlessly ::

-THE END-

dear diary : ...maafkan kami...

how could you be so mad??

when you'd received.....

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my dear students

i know how guilty are you

but dear, you dont have to try so hard

asking forgiveness

saya hanya manusia biasa

saya juga seorang yg pemaaf

walau sebesar mana pun salah awak2 sume

saya marah kejap jek

10min after that, saya dh redha dh

saye hanya nk bg pengajaran

bukan menghukum emosi awak sume

itu bukan hak saye tuk buat mcm tu

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the next day,

i'd received a 12 packs of f.rocher & wish"board"

in front of my office

supersweet la pulak you all ni

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promise me, it wont happen again...ok!!

next class, kite rewang mkn f.rocher sama2

i tk pernah dpt coklat banyak2 mcm tu

ish2...comel sgt you all ni

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after received all those stuffs, i've sms them

f.rocher tu rupenye as wedding gifts juga

auwwwwww...first wedding gifts la tu

ok....double sweet ;)

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&

ada another wish board pulak

ok yg ni siyus buat i nangis

now you know

why i love my job so much, right??

walaupun mcm2 kerenah student2 ku ini

tapi itu yg buat saye sayang kerjaya saye

& saye sayang student saye sgt2

will guide them to be a better person

insyaAllah

ye, student2 ku, saye dh maafkn awak sume

 &

sentiasa menghalalkn segala ilmu yg saye curahkn ;)

-THE END-

dear diary : ...update :: peach & turquoise ;)

halu halu

happy weekend everyone

it's been such a very long time

i haven't spent my weekend @ desa permai

agak rindu & agak sayup cos sunyi gile

huhuhu

as always

being a miss bibik is a MUST!!

:: laundry service :: cleaning service :: masterchef yg tk brape nk master ni ::

+

a deco for my wedding

wink wink

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reserved??

tuk siapakah??

jeng jeng jeng

wait till 21jan k ;)

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baby saye sungguh bz smlm

chiyan

it's ok, baby

i still love u..as always

-THE END-

dear diary : ...aura oh aura!!...

halu halu

i am

miss bride to be

:: 15 more days to go ::

aura pengantin sudah mule terase

fuuhhhhh!!

mcm2 feeling ade

siyus mcm rojak buah dh 

walaupun sudah 85% sudah siap

tapi hati tetap

dupdapdupdap

paling2 risau 

soal baju songket yg perlu di"alter"

tapi tk dpt lagi feedback from the team

siyus cuak gile

deco, so far alhamdulillah

syukur sgt2

hantaran, guestbook area, doorgifts...sudah hampir siap...

tinggal bedroom deco jek blum lagi

deco pelamin :: yg itu under mak andam

so, kene tunggula eh

risau sungguh mase hari tersebut

really hope that my big families can help me

help me to organise my wedding perfectly

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yup, i'm in perak

gigih bekerja

crit student sane sini

lecture sane sini

but

when i get back home

kepale trus automatik "bertukar"

pikir hal kawin pulak

huhuuhuhu

sungguh tk keruan hidupku lately

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yup, i'm super excited

to be mohd zulkhairi's wife

tapi

preparation for my wedding

seriously makes me super crazy

madness gile

sampai mlm tadi tido pon mimpi psl kawin

adehhhh!! parah gile ok!!

mama pon rupenye terkena aura yg same

she's not feeling well

oh!! my lovely mama...

jgn kusut2 k...calm down

banyak2 berehat k...

insyaAllah everything will be just fine

ni yg tetibe rase mcm nk balik melake jek

mau share mcm2 feeling sama mama

she knows me better

bile 2-2 dh share mcm2 feeling

2-2 akan tenang mcm biase

hehehe (yela tu)

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sejak akhir2 ni

saye selalu melepuk2 pipi

terase mcm mimpi sgt2

saye akn dinikahi oleh mohd zulkhairi mohd azam

in 15 more days

oh dear, i'm ready to be ur wife

sgt2 bersedia

cume, mcm tk percaye

sume ni btul2 akn terjadi

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Ya Allah, Engkau Maha Agung

Besar sungguh KekuasaanMu

Besar sungguh ketentuan takdirMu

saye benar2 yakin

bile telah tercatit takdir kite

dlm sekelip mata sekali pun

kalau itu ketentuan Allah

ya!! ia PASTI akn berlaku

 :: syukur Ya! Allah ::

semoga majlis 21 & 22 jan 2012 ini

akan berjalan lancar

seperti yg dirancang

kumohon restu dariMu, Ya Allah!!

aminnnn

-THE END-

dear diary : ...update :: peach & turquoise ;)

weewwiitttttttt

ok i've got a new idea tetibe

taarrraaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

where will i put this board eh??

ehem ehem!!

just wait for it ok ;)

ok i know, it seems super meriah

colourful sakan

tapi i tetap suke

gigih potong satu2 tu...hehehe

terserlah ciri2 kanak2 ribena dlm diriku ini

heh!!

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ready to be my guest??

wink wink

oh, i'm so in a mood to get married ~~

baby, i love u ;)

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-THE END-

dear diary : ...update :: peach & turquoise ;)

halu halu

ok lots of w-preparation had been done

tq to my wonderful family for supporting me

mama ayah, sgt2 banyak membantu ;)

sungguh terharu

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here's something i wanna share

;)

peewwiittttttt

ade siape2 yg sudi nk jadi my flowergirls??

ehem ehem

oppss!! sorry that position had been taken

by my 2 lil princesses ;)

cant wait for our catwalk moment sweetgirls ;)

-THE END-