dear diary :...one step closer...

 

alhamdulillah

:: 250611 ::

sweetest & memorable moment

for

me and you
a day that's surrounded with lovely people
made me feel full of loves ~~

nadya shaharum :: zulkhairi azam
you're amazing, my dear ;)

tq my wonderful families ::
u've done so much to make this happened ;)
alhamdulillah

the hantaran :: lucky number 7
i've done all these
just becos of him
i love u, sweetheart & only want the best for u ;)

tq so much for coming

my dear BFFs :: nanna irfan alaia :: fisya kamal khaalish

my dear gfs :: ana orked alun nisa

my dear students :: dib fafau nad

k-e's lovely families

how lucky i am to be as part of them soon ;) alhamdulillah

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alhamdulillah, tq so much Allah

everything had been going so well

for both of us

one step closer

alhamdulillah ;)

my dear january 2012

i'm counting days to meet u, soon ;)

-THE END-

dear diary : ....dupdapdupdap...

today
baru rasa debaran itu
sungguh dupdapdupdapdupdapdupdap
rasa mcm nk lompat2 bg hilang dupdapdupdap itu
tapi tk hilang juga
rasa mcm nk call mama and jerit2 cuak
tapi takut nanti mama pun cuak skali
rasa mcm nk msg kt my BFFs and GFs...nk teriak dkt diorg
tapi kang ade yg ckp "nape pulak dgn nady ni..heh!!"

tapi mmg saya sgt2 berdupdapdupdapdupdapdupdap skarang ni
hari ini baru terasa sungguh
apa yg saya minta
hanya restu dr Allah
mudah2an dipermudahkn segala urusan..amiinnnnnnn

mama ayah dina shahir
anda adalah penguat semangat saya
pendorong utk saya
menceriakn hari2 saya
di saat saya gigih membuat everything by myself
tq so much for everything
i'm so glad to have all of u, as my wonderful family

cinta hati saya ~~ yup, i've done all this becos of ur loves
awak juga pendorong saya..tq sweetheart

hmm
masih berdupdapdupdap lagi ni
tkpe, nanti saya mohon diberi ketenangan
mudah2an semuanya baik2 sahaja

250611 ~~ psssttttttt :: that's our moment, sweetheart ~~

for me, fightinggggggggg!! 20% more to go ~~

-THE END-

dear diary : ...two...

few years ago

 i've been wondering :: till when i'll be single

frustrated :: keep on blaming myself

depressed :: alone

till i've got a new spirit

motivate myself, to love me more &

enjoy every single moment of my life

then

it's started, end of december last year

i met you...yes you

who i dont expect to get close to

who i dont even think about to get to know further

but

without any reason

without any pressure

we keep it going smoothly

i mean the relationship

from no reason

to something

extraordinary perfect moment ever

for me and you

which i never thought it would be

as perfect as this one

as wonderful as this one

alhamdulillah

it grows so well day by day

slow and steady

time's moving so fast

and now

another 2days

you and me

will be true

not a dream anymore

not a "cinta monyet" bfgf moment, etc

we're in a real journey

that we'll be going through together

all by ourselves

full of loves, insyaAllah

full of tears and happiness

but, as long as i know that i have you

who'll always be by my side

i'll be right next to you as well, my dear

the moment will come, my love

alhamdulillah

till now, i feel so grateful to have you

as part of me

tq Allah

 i love you :: more than you know ~~

-THE END-

dear diary : ...anugerah terindah...

i wont deny

yes!! i miss him so much

the long distance relationship, fuhh!! it's killing me

but

i have you, my dear diary

i can put aside my sadness :: loneliness

i can express my feeling

and fall in love again and again

+

the real love, i get from you, sweetheart

i have faith in you

......................

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bila jauh :: kita rindu

bila rindu :: kita sayang

bila sayang :: kita cinta

bila cinta :: kita yakin

bila yakin :: kita kuat

bila kuat :: kita tenang

bila tenang :: kita sabar

bila sabar :: kita kekal

insya-Allah

tips dari mama :: kalau kita rindu pd seseorg, kita hadiahkan Al-Fatihah pd org itu...
insyaAllah kita tenang & dia juga baik2 saja di sana

* maaf ye kalo anda rasa agak meluat cos balik2 psl dia...cos saye mmg cinta dia...that's the way i express my feeling....bkn mau menunjuk2..cume saye amat menghargai dia...tq kpd sape2 yg memahami *

dear diary : ....shopaholic...

seriously rindu gila nk jadi mcm ni

( tk pernah pon pegang paperbag bnyk2 mcm ni..tapi muke happy mcm tu slalula..hehehe)

it's been almost 3months, i'm no longer to be given a title of shopaholic darl (sungguh tk percaya)..usually every month, it's a MUST for me to reward myself with something..satu pun cukup...but not for now..sob sob...saving is more than anything (ye hanya kerna kamu...duhai cinta atiku...nk bina masjid & life after that...perlula saya gigih tuk berjimat cermat..fighting!!!)

suddenly, today i miss myself for being miss "born to shop"...so, i've done some online "window shopping" (saja nk bg meleleh2 air mata ni nengok new design..uwwaaaaaaaaaaaa)...here's some of it that i really aim to have..hmm...at least a piece of it..one day...tk pastilah bila kn (ntah2 tk dpt langsung...huhuhu)...so mengidam dlm diam jekla...

auwww :: i'm so in love with the pinkish MULBERRY (sudahla lama gile mengimpikn kamu...mmg harapnla)

the sexy reddish ankle boot....nangis nengok!!

yup, i wish to have a new gladdy (wedges style)

ok, that tote from MNG (kalo dpt pon blehla nk lupekn mulberry sekejap..sob sob)

yup, i want a jumpsuit, a new harem pants & a long dress

super trendy & feminine ;)

yup, i'm a cardigan maniac...i wish to have something different from now

blazer :: the mini kimono cardigan :: cardigan

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how's that?? quite ok kn?? request yg tidakla keterlaluan sgt kot..hahahaha

okla i'm not too addicted to a branded product...all i want is the sense of great fashion design with the great quality (of cos la)...nk beli mcm mulberry, coach, LV, etc..mmg confirm tidak sama sekali (berpijak pd bumi yg nyata)

just that the alternatives of it...which quite similar & affordable

my fav will be :: MNG :: ZARA :: ALDO ::

tapi kini kenala sekat nafsu bershopping

cuci2 mata sajela yg bleh

kot2 ade org nk bg hadiah..wahhhhh!! harapan..hahaha

ok ok for all my loves yg baca my blog, saya tujukn this post for all of u..my bday, 2 1/2 months from now...so ada masa tuk anda2 sume kumpul duit to give me a bday present..tk susah pon (just refer gamba2 di atas) ahahahahaaah...siyusla pasni sume org tkmo bukak langsung blog i...kene blacklist...hehee..i'm just kidding k..

bosanla today

cos this weekend will be

:: just me in my comfort zone :: alone again :: T__T

ok tkmo sedih2!! harus terus kuat..yeah!! 

:: ppsstttttttttt ~~ 15 more days to go my dear ~~ ::

-THE END-

dear diary : ...psstttt...

:: when something really good happens, you are the one I want to share it with ::

:: when something is troubling me, you are the one who understands me so well ::

:: when I laugh and cry, you are the one that makes my laughter grow

and my tears disappear ::

:: when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other ::

:: yup..i miss you, sweetheart ::

dear diary : ...ONE year...

helo helo

030610 :: braces in me *wink*

030611 :: it's been a year to be a "gadis besi" yg anggun..heh!!

...before...

...after...

any progress??

hmm..i might say yes

i've lost 3 gigi geraham..(bdk tk cukup gigi..heh!!)

no more "gigi arnab" (i'm so impressed)

dgn kegigihan Dr Lee yg sgt fatherly..mmg tabik dgn dentist sekalian

 

so far, i love to be a "gadis besi"

yup, my toothbrush is my another BFF....auuwww!!

i'm still giving an extra care for my teeths (mestilakn)

2 types of toothpaste :: whitening + fresh confidence ::

sorry everyone, if u've got to wait for another 20min while i'm in a bathroom @ toilet..heh!!

gigih menyental gigi2 ku...yeah!!

 

 
well, i think that i deserve for a great celebration

..hmmm..

unfortunately

i'm here in desa permai..heh!!

celebrate la sorg2 T__T

 

 

will be a "gadis besi" for another 1 1/2 years....yeahh!!!!

 

 

 

-THE END-

 

dear diary : ...cinta...

 :: I love you, not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you :: 

::I love you,  for the part of me that you bring out ::
:: I love you, because of all you have done to make me happy ::
You have done it!!

Without pretending to be someone or trying so hard just to be my Mr Right

You have done it

:: By being yourself ::

That's what i love the most

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" You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.”

TQ my love ;);)

-THE END-